juni 2012

Et stort menneske er borte.. (Leserhistorie!)

Kjæreste Mamma. 

Det er med både sorg og glede jeg sitter og skriver dette "brevet" til deg. Med sorg fordi du er borte fra meg nå og aldri kommer tilbake. For at jeg ikke lenger får oppleve din nærhet og godhet, eller ditt sprudlende vesen. Med glede fordi jeg vet at det var dette du ønsket, en slutt på alle smertene. Du sa alltid "Jeg har kjempet en fair kamp, det er på tide jeg får hvile nå". Ordene smerter, men gjør samtidig godt. Du fortjener og få fred, og få hvile. Ingen tvil om det. Jeg er stolt over deg og kampen du kjempet, og jeg er stolte over at du tapte kampen som den samme godhjertige og sprudlende personen du var. Du lot ikke sykdommen få vinne over ditt vesen. Den tok ditt liv, men ikke deg. Ikke din sjel og din person. Bare din skikkelse. Jeg er stolt over måten du taklet og tok alt på, som det sterke og fantastiske mennesket du var. Du var smilende og oppegående helt til slutten. Takk for at jeg fikk sitte med deg til siste sekund. Jeg var så utrolig heldig som fikk kjenne deg og så utrolig heldig over å ha fått en mamma som deg. Du var værdens beste mamma. Sjansen til å få ha deg i mitt liv og for at jeg fikk være en del av ditt. Skulle så gjerne ønsket du hadde sluppet og kjempe denne kampen, men jeg kjempet med deg. Hvert eneste sekund av hvert eneste minutt. Kommer nok aldri helt til å forstå at du er borte, men jeg håper inderlig du har det bra. Ingen fortjener det mer en deg.

Elsker deg, Mamma. Klem Stina.  


God gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers



I love you with all my ass. I would say heart, but my ass is bigger



Dont let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life.

The Brain "Thinks";
The Heart "Feels"
But "Instinct" - KNOWS.




Don't take me for granted, because unlike the others, I'm not afraid to walk away.



It takes a strong person to live

 In this world that surrounds us, we sometimes brake down and fall. Those who stand above us, can make us seem so small. We tremble under the weight of the problems that hold us down, and when we collapse, there seems to be no one around. We try to fight in this world, that always seems to fight back. Sometimes we're not strong enough though, there are too many things we lack. We'll hide away in corners, put upon ourselves pain. But there's no escape from this life, we all must suffer the same, but although we may struggle, and yes we all do fall. I'll stand by your side, i'll stay with you through it all. And if you start to tremble, or even brake down. I'm your shoulder to cry on, I'll always be around. We all have our faults, our up and our downs. We cant smile all the time, everyone has to frown. No, no one is perfect, and no one is the same. We're in this world together, we all play the same game. If we stick together, no matter what's to come. With a little faith and hope, anything can be done. We all get those bad times, each and every one of us. But I promise it will get better. Just don't you give up. But when you feel like you want to, please just remember this. You can die at any time, but it takes a strong person to live. 

 




 

 

 

 

Three words, eight letters, say it and I'm yours



I thought love wasn't worth to fight for. Then I met you, now I'm ready for war

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 Elsker deg. 

There is a reason why your heart is located on the left. It's because it's not always right.

I wanna write "I miss you" on a rock and throw it at your face so you would know how much it hurts to miss you. The hardest part about accepting the saying "everything happens for a reason" is waitng for that reason to come along.  Whatever unpleasent people say about me, I'll write each single word said on papers, and place them beneath my feet, so the more papers, the higher I rise! 

Just like seasons, people change.

a strong woman believes that she's strong enough to face her journey, but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong.

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