mars 2013

just how I love you

My heart longs to tell you about my love for you. I wish I could. I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me. Just how much you have taught me. Just how much you've made me happy. Just how when you hold me, my body tingles. Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to. Just how the way you love me makes me want to be a better person. Just the way with every breath I love you more and more. Just the way I want nothing more than to be able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone would be enough. But, I can't tell you all these things, the way I truly feel them, because there aren't enough words in this entire world that can truly explain just how I love you.

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So, here I sit thinking how lucky I am to have found you. People always say that when you meet the love of your life, you just know and this I know, you are the love of my life. You've taught me so much about life, honesty, forgiveness, relationships, courage, strength, happiness, and love. You are the best person to walk into my life and one I pray will never walk out. You have taught me how to make the best of each day. How to thank God each day that you were brought into my life. I know I have to work to keep you here, but whatever it takes, for you, I'll do. You've taught me a lot about honesty. You hurt me when you've lied and I hurt you. But we learned from our mistakes and our lies, we forgave each other and we moved on. You've taught me so much about relationships, you've taught me about the healthy ones, the bad ones, and the ones I should have. You've helped me sort out my life, and realize I am a worthwhile person. You've taught me more about courage and strength than anyone I know. 'Cause there have been times when I know you were holding on by a thread. There were times when you wanted nothing more than to be held and loved. God baby, I know these last couple of months have definitely not been the easiest. You've had to deal with a totally different and more complicated life. I know this hasn't been easy. You taught me so much about being there for someone, about pain and needing someone. I will never forget the times that I held you and you cried in my arms, you let it all go and told me you needed me. I will never feel more loved than those moments. 'Cause that's when I realized my life was inevitably intertwined with yours. That no matter where I went from here, no matter how tough things got, we could get through them. That was when I realized I needed you and you needed me beyond what we could comprehend. That's how you taught me about true love. You've taught me what love is, what it takes, and how it feels. I can never show you just how much I love you and how much you mean to my life and my heart, but I am going to spend the rest of my life trying to show you just how much you have meant to me. And even though I know I can never even come close to explaining how deeply, truly, and completely I love you, I promise you this, I will die trying. I love you.

don't let your past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become

I may not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about someone else before me and possibly will again, but he cares for me now, and that's all that matters. I dont expect him to be perfect, because I know I'm flawed as well. And it's true, he may not think of me every second of everyday and I may not be the center of his universe but he gave me a part of him that he knows I can break. So I wont hurt him, or try to change him and I won't expect more than I know he can give. My only promise is that I will smile when he makes me happy, yell when he makes me mad, miss him when he's not there, and love him like he'll never break my heart.




life lessons and lessons in life

School wasn't what I planned. It bore no resemblance to the pictures in the brochure, but I am not unhappy. I don't think any of us are. We got what we needed out of it. It's kind of like when you go on a vacation. You plan everything out, but then one day you take a wrong turn and you end up in some crazy place you can't even find on a map, doing something you never thought you'd do. Maybe you feel a little lost while it's happening, but later you realize it was the best part of the whole trip.

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Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dated, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or where you go to school. In fact it's not about grades, money, clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and buidling confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. Its about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

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The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention is that sometimes your heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happily endings. That's not even the difficult part, the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, you go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back

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Of course you're gonna get your heart broken. And it isn't just gonna happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it'll all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again.

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After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for paths. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong, And you really do have worth.

 




a little thing called LOVE!

Love is a strange thing, Not even a thing, perhaps. One moment it's there, next it's gont. Sometimes bringing tears, sometimes a smile. Most times a soft funny feeling in the pit of your stomach. Love is not an object, but a feeling. Not touched, only felt. Those lucky few, who in their lifetimes get to know its touch very well, are a truly lucky few. Love is a blessing. The realization that you have fallen in love is the strongest emotion to ever overcome a human soul, bringing such happiness that cannot be drowned in any kind of sorrow. Remember those whom you have loved forever, even if in the end you lost. True love knows no limit, it is forever, always.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and it means someone can get inside and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole wall of armor for years, so nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside of you and eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we can just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your hear, it hurts, not just the imagination, not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

 

Try again, fail better

You don't have to tell me you love me. Just look into my eyes, hold me tightly, and kiss me the sweet way you do. That tells me all I need to know.

The way we love each other makes it hard to be apart so when I can't hold you in my arms, I hold you in my heart.

A smile can mean a thousand words, but it can also hide a thousand problems.

How can I be happy with what I have, when others have everything I want.

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sometimes, you have to give up on people

not because you don't care but because they don't.

whenever you remember me

when you look back on times we had,  I hope you smile, and know that through the good and the bad, I was on your side when nobody could hold us down. we claimed the brightest star, and we, we came so far. and no they won't forget. whenever you remember times gone by, remember how we held our heads so high. when all this world was there for us, and we believed that we could touch the sky. whenever you remember, i'l be there. remember how we reached that dream together. whenever you remember. when you think back on all we've done, i hope you're proud. when you look back and see how far we've come. it was our time to shine. and nobody could hold us down. they thought they'd see us fall, but we, we stod so tall. and we wont forget.  <3

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