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12.12.2014

We became man and wife. <3

Even if we glued it back together, we'd always see the cracks forever.

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Sometimes you got to listen to your brain

Just to save your heart

just how I love you

My heart longs to tell you about my love for you. I wish I could. I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me. Just how much you have taught me. Just how much you've made me happy. Just how when you hold me, my body tingles. Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to. Just how the way you love me makes me want to be a better person. Just the way with every breath I love you more and more. Just the way I want nothing more than to be able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone would be enough. But, I can't tell you all these things, the way I truly feel them, because there aren't enough words in this entire world that can truly explain just how I love you.

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So, here I sit thinking how lucky I am to have found you. People always say that when you meet the love of your life, you just know and this I know, you are the love of my life. You've taught me so much about life, honesty, forgiveness, relationships, courage, strength, happiness, and love. You are the best person to walk into my life and one I pray will never walk out. You have taught me how to make the best of each day. How to thank God each day that you were brought into my life. I know I have to work to keep you here, but whatever it takes, for you, I'll do. You've taught me a lot about honesty. You hurt me when you've lied and I hurt you. But we learned from our mistakes and our lies, we forgave each other and we moved on. You've taught me so much about relationships, you've taught me about the healthy ones, the bad ones, and the ones I should have. You've helped me sort out my life, and realize I am a worthwhile person. You've taught me more about courage and strength than anyone I know. 'Cause there have been times when I know you were holding on by a thread. There were times when you wanted nothing more than to be held and loved. God baby, I know these last couple of months have definitely not been the easiest. You've had to deal with a totally different and more complicated life. I know this hasn't been easy. You taught me so much about being there for someone, about pain and needing someone. I will never forget the times that I held you and you cried in my arms, you let it all go and told me you needed me. I will never feel more loved than those moments. 'Cause that's when I realized my life was inevitably intertwined with yours. That no matter where I went from here, no matter how tough things got, we could get through them. That was when I realized I needed you and you needed me beyond what we could comprehend. That's how you taught me about true love. You've taught me what love is, what it takes, and how it feels. I can never show you just how much I love you and how much you mean to my life and my heart, but I am going to spend the rest of my life trying to show you just how much you have meant to me. And even though I know I can never even come close to explaining how deeply, truly, and completely I love you, I promise you this, I will die trying. I love you.

don't let your past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become

I may not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about someone else before me and possibly will again, but he cares for me now, and that's all that matters. I dont expect him to be perfect, because I know I'm flawed as well. And it's true, he may not think of me every second of everyday and I may not be the center of his universe but he gave me a part of him that he knows I can break. So I wont hurt him, or try to change him and I won't expect more than I know he can give. My only promise is that I will smile when he makes me happy, yell when he makes me mad, miss him when he's not there, and love him like he'll never break my heart.




life lessons and lessons in life

School wasn't what I planned. It bore no resemblance to the pictures in the brochure, but I am not unhappy. I don't think any of us are. We got what we needed out of it. It's kind of like when you go on a vacation. You plan everything out, but then one day you take a wrong turn and you end up in some crazy place you can't even find on a map, doing something you never thought you'd do. Maybe you feel a little lost while it's happening, but later you realize it was the best part of the whole trip.

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Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dated, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or where you go to school. In fact it's not about grades, money, clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and buidling confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. Its about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

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The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention is that sometimes your heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happily endings. That's not even the difficult part, the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, you go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back

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Of course you're gonna get your heart broken. And it isn't just gonna happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it'll all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again.

tjuesjette mars totusenogtretten

After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for paths. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong, And you really do have worth.

 




a little thing called LOVE!

Love is a strange thing, Not even a thing, perhaps. One moment it's there, next it's gont. Sometimes bringing tears, sometimes a smile. Most times a soft funny feeling in the pit of your stomach. Love is not an object, but a feeling. Not touched, only felt. Those lucky few, who in their lifetimes get to know its touch very well, are a truly lucky few. Love is a blessing. The realization that you have fallen in love is the strongest emotion to ever overcome a human soul, bringing such happiness that cannot be drowned in any kind of sorrow. Remember those whom you have loved forever, even if in the end you lost. True love knows no limit, it is forever, always.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and it means someone can get inside and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole wall of armor for years, so nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside of you and eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we can just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your hear, it hurts, not just the imagination, not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

 

Try again, fail better

You don't have to tell me you love me. Just look into my eyes, hold me tightly, and kiss me the sweet way you do. That tells me all I need to know.

The way we love each other makes it hard to be apart so when I can't hold you in my arms, I hold you in my heart.

A smile can mean a thousand words, but it can also hide a thousand problems.

How can I be happy with what I have, when others have everything I want.

<3

sometimes, you have to give up on people

not because you don't care but because they don't.

whenever you remember me

when you look back on times we had,  I hope you smile, and know that through the good and the bad, I was on your side when nobody could hold us down. we claimed the brightest star, and we, we came so far. and no they won't forget. whenever you remember times gone by, remember how we held our heads so high. when all this world was there for us, and we believed that we could touch the sky. whenever you remember, i'l be there. remember how we reached that dream together. whenever you remember. when you think back on all we've done, i hope you're proud. when you look back and see how far we've come. it was our time to shine. and nobody could hold us down. they thought they'd see us fall, but we, we stod so tall. and we wont forget.  <3

why does it feel so impossible to do one simple thing as living.

Is it really worth it? All of this. This pain and this suffering. Is it for something? Or for nothing? So many things left unsaid and undone. Life isn't easy, it isn't supposed to be either. But does it have to be like this? Does it have to be so cruel that some people chose to end it? To end it all before they've lived it at all. They say, it gets easier, it can only get better and someday. But what if, what if that someday never comes. What if its over before it begins? It's a painful road, and luckily we don't know the answer. All we really can do is live our lives, hoping and wishing that someday it will get better, that someday that pain will go away, and that someday it'll be worth it. For us left here to get that chance. 

<3




the grass is never greener on the other side, the grass is only greener where you water it.

my heart is my biggest enemy, because it belongs to me, but it beats for him. 

the future is not something we await, it is something we create




 

happiness keeps you sweet, trials keep you strong

sorrows keep you human, failures keep you humble, success keeps you glowing but only friends keep you going. 




baby, i love you

A great relationship is based on two main principles. First, appreciate your similarities and second, respect your differences.

sometimes the person you'd take a bullet for ends up being the one behind the gun ..



i dont hate you, i never will. im just done with you.

and if you stop telling lies about me, i'll stop telling the truth about you.




her very existence brings me nothing but pain

får se litt vampire diaries mens jeg sitter her og venter. 

i might burn like a sinner if they take my life

but its a cold day in hell before they take my pride

i cant make you love me, want me or understand me.

all I can do is hope that someday you will. 




there is a difference between a first love and true love.

only sometimes we are lucky enough to find both in one person.




you're in his bed, i'm in his head



you only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough

 

being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones

some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. in reality the strongest people are the ones who feel it, understand it and accept it. 

and remember: the only guy who deserves you, is the one who thinks he doesn?t

there are songs that make you sad when you hear them

but it aren't the songs that make you sad, it are the people behind the memories. as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. you will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. you'll fight with your best friend. you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. 




it hurts when you go through something that kills you inside,

but you have to act like it doesnt affect you. 

ingen sympati å få i heimen når man ligger fyllesjuk nei.. 

one good thing about music, when it hits you feel no pain

be soft. do not let the world make you hard. do not let the pain make you hate. do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. take pride that, even though the rest of the world may disagree. you still believe it to be a beautiful place. <3

sometimes you have to be your own hero

because sometimes the people you cant live without, can live without you

let he who is without sin be the first to catch the stone. 

we've all sinned, we've all made mistakes in our pasts. but the only thing that really counts is if you learned from it. and if you've used that experience to better yourself. remember, it's it's not important what has happend before, it's the NOW that's important. and don't point your fingers before you make sure your hands are clean, judge yourself before you judge others. to change everything you need to start with yourself, you create your own reality. don't continue in your old ways if you want change, change doesnt come without action. theres always a light in the end of the tunnel, you just need to open your eyes to se it. and if you succeed gaining happiness, dont let anyone from your past or present destroy it. remember, everybody deserve to live in peace and happiness, and love is the only way. one love, one heart, one destiny. <3 

dont start what you cant finish

tears are the words my heart uses to explain whenever my smiles can't cover up my pain. 

your opinion is irrelevant, because i dont care about you



if he's not doing anything to keep you

then why are you fighting to stay? 




 

best friends are people who make your problems, their problems, just so you don't have to go through them alone.

line og veronica 

<3

my mother always told me

that if i had nothing nice to say, don't say it at all. and you wonder why i never talk to you. 




before you judge how i live my life, i suggest you take a good look at your own

i dont care if your black, white, straight, gay, bisexual, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor. if your nice to me, ill be nice to you. simple as that. -eminem <3

you cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump

why do they call it heartbreak? it feels like the rest of my body is broken too. 

forget what hurt you in the past, but never forget what it taught you. 


skal være med gojenta mi på et hemmelig oppdrag idag. woop woop. gleder meg. 

every great achievement was once considered impossible



Maybe it's not about the happy ending, maybe it's about the story.

Maybe its about all the memories we make along the way, good and bad. The things we do that makes us the persons we are. Maybe its all about friendship and family. Maybe its not about love at all. ♥-




From every wound there is a scar, and every scar tells a story. A story that says, "I survived."

Thank god for tattoos. It covers the scars on the outside. The only thing that dosnt add up its the pain we feel inside. How to mend it. You cant cover that up. 

elsker deg jenta mi


<3

Drømmer seg tilbake..

..til glade bekymringsløse dager i puerto rico. 


glad i deg jenta mi <3


haha så søte <3

When people say life is hard, I am always tempted to say;

Compared to what ?

Winter Wonderland



Sunny days wouldnt be so special, if it wasnt for rain

and joy wouldnt feel so good, if it wasnt for pain. <3 ¨


Miss you!!  :|  Ikkje så lenge te eg får se deg igjen nå!!! :))

God helg!



Where there is love..

Everyone says that love hurts, but that?s not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Everyone confuse these things with love, but in reality LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.

Don't expect to find the right person if you arent willing to let the wrong one go.

There comes a time when you have to choose between turning the page and closing the book.!! :)) 

Jeg elsker rykter. Jeg finner alltid ut utrolige ting om meg selv at jeg aldri visste om.

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I dont hate you. I'm just not necesserily exited about your existence

Lets put it this way, say you were on fire, and I had water, Id drink it. !!!! Ja eg kan spela dette spele eg og. HAHA. KARMA!!! 

I have never failed, I have just found 1000 ways that don't work!



L - O - V - E

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.


<3

Don't wish for it, Work for it!



Everything in your life is a reflection of a choice you have made. If you want a different result, make different choices.

amen to that. 

Cry as hard as you want to. But always make sure: when you stop crying, you'll never cry for the same reason again.

:)) 

It's easy to fool the eye, but it's hard to fool the heart.

true. the heart wants what the heart wants. love you. <3

trust is like a mirror. you can fix it if its broken, but you can still see the cracks in that motherfuckers reflection.

amen

No matter your loss, No matter your pain, there will always be sunshine after the rain.



The best feeling in the world, is when karma finally catches up with the one person who deserves every thing karma has to offer.



What comes easy won't always last and what will last won't always come easy.

I will never wake up on the right side of the bed if your not on my left,  I love you ♥

Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it, then I look at your smile and I know it is

life, 

the only way out

is through. .

I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.



I'm not sad that you're gone. I'm sad that it took me this long to realize that I deserve so much better.



Sometimes we know we shouldn't and thats exactly why we do

 

Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment.

 

you never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.

a drunken mind kan never overcome a sober heart

Judge me by my past, but don't be surprised when I put you there.

Glory glory Hallelujah - det e helg!!! 

being strong doesn't always mean you have to fight the battle.

true strength is being adult enough to walk away from the nonsense with your head held high. some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of strength but there are times in life when it takes much more strength to just let go. so therefore, i leave my past behind, treasure the memories and look forward to my future. this is life. live every moment of it. 

even if your crawling, remember, your still moving forward

Some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of strength but there are times in life when it takes much more strength to just let go.

The only way i can wake up on the right side of the bed, is for you to wake up on my left.

Even the good memories can hurt when you miss someone bad enough.

Du å meg, det vil allti ver sånn..

samma kor me havne i live, samma kor verden føre oss, så e du allti min aller aller beste venn. eg savne deg bro. ett liv eg e vandt me kor du bare e en telefonsamtale vekke frå meg e kje virkelighet lenger. eg må gjennom helvette å opp igjen for å få nogen minutt me deg, men eg komme te å gjør det som trengs. for eg trenge deg. for eg trenge å se deg, snakka me deg, ver i nærheten av deg. for du e min beste venn. alle trenge sin beste venn. eg tenke på deg kvert sekund, i alt eg gjør. brevet frå deg, eg har lest det en milliard gonger. det va så ubeskrivelig godt å få svar. svar på alt. å få veda koss du tenke. alt me har opplevd sammen, me konne skreve bibel. me klare oss alltid, samen!!! men ikkje uten kverandre, det har me prøvd, det går ikkje. det e vondt å ikkje ha deg i nærheden. siste gong eg traff deg, eg merka det va noge. eg e kje dom. eg lese deg så ei åpen bok. eg visste det va noge så ikkje stemte, men eg ville kje ta det opp. eg ville kje ødelegga dagen din. eg ville bare ver der for deg. sånn du alti e der for meg, å allti har våre. så lenge eg har kjendt deg. takk for at du ga meg alle svar. du e den einaste eg stole på å fortelle alt te. den einaste. å det at du tenke det sama om meg. fyflate. eg kjenne deg for godt å omvendt. samma ka du hadde fortalt meg hadde eg allti sett på deg med samma blikke, eg hadde allti sitt på deg med samme stoltheten. me har gått igjennom alt samen, det hadde kje endra seg uansett. aldri. aldri så lenge eg leve. eg hadde aldri gidd deg ryggen. eg hadde allti støtta deg å eg komme allti te å støtta deg. i alt du gjør. å ver med deg i alt du gjør. sjøl om du ikkje kan se meg. å eg ska kjempa med alt eg har for at eg får se deg. eg ska gjør alt eg kan, å eg gir meg ikkje før eg får. du vant kampen!!!! du har forandra deg, det beviste brevet ditt. du har vonne stort. å det bør du ver stolt øve. du vil allti ver min nommar EN beste venn og å det vett du. ingen kan komma å kludra det te. å eg vett du passe på meg. det har du allti gjort. e derfor eg e der eg e idag, å e den eg e idag. framtidsplanane dine hørres supre ut å di gjer meg bare ennå meir stolte øve deg, meir en ord kan beskriva. meir en eg ka putta på papir. å selvfølgelig ska du gjennomføra deg, å eg står på siå av deg heile veien. gjennom alt, sånn eg allti har gjort. eg e så ubeskrivelig glad i deg og på et nivå så ikkje kan måla seg med noge aent i verden, som ikkje kan beskrivas eller settas nogen som form ord på. det kan kun følas inni meg. å eg føle det så sterkt. det e overveldanne kor mye en person kan bety for deg. du e min person. me meg går det bra, meg ska du ikkje tenka på. du ska tenka på deg, det e du så e der inne å slide. eg e her ude å slite, men eg har en lettere tilverele. eg e fri te å gjør akkurat det eg vil. men tenk på det, ein dag blir du og det. dagen komme. den dagen. det vett du. å det vett eg. å denne svulst tingen ska ikkje få ta knekken på deg. ikkje faen om me ska la den ta knekken på deg. me ska kjempa den og vekk. me ska stå sammen me deg det me kan å gi deg alt støtte me kan. eg ska iallefall det. eg kan snakka for meg sjøl kun, men eg vett eg ikkje e den einaste. eg håpe og for all del at alt e i orden. alt SKA ver i orden, hvis ikkje ska me takla det å fiksa det. for du ska faen kje få reisa ifrå meg. du e det eg allti har lent meg te for å komma meg gjennom alt i mitt liv, å eg akte å gjør det sama for deg. eg akte å ver den same personene for deg så du e for meg, å så du vett så utruligt godt og. ja, eg trenge deg for å at livet mitt ska gå rondt. for at alt ska henga samen. å husk at når det e verst så kan det kun bli bedre. dagene uden deg e faen meg harde. å dette e nok den tøffaste prøvelsen vennskabe vårt nogen gang har blitt udsatt for. eg holde breve ditt tett te hjerta, eg skrive kje det ner nogen plass. men svaret eg sende deg, komme eg te å posta på bloggen min. for at heile verden ska få sjangsen te å se ka en person kan bety for en aen. det gjør meg så vondt at du har det tongt. eg e så stolt øve motivasjonen din te å slutta med alt!!! ENVY IT. WORSHIP IT. å eg har så sinnsyge tro på deg. har eg sakt det allerede? who cares? eg konne skreve te deg i dagesvis du har hjolpe meg liga møje i mitt liv, så eg har hjolpe deg. å det samma gjelde deg når du seie dar e ting kun to persona så vett, å det e eg å du. det e bånd så ikkje kan målas eller brydas. det e ting kun du å eg komme te å veda for allti, så kun me vett, så kun me har sammen. så ingen nogen sinne kan finna ud for det e inne i oss å ingen kan lokka det fram. det blir mellom oss. du e bror min for meg, ikkje i blod å gener, men i hjerta. å det e det viktigaste. nei, eg dømme deg aldri. ALDRI I VERDEN!!! for du ska ikkje bli dømt for fortid, fortid e fortid, nåtid e nåtid, å framtid e framtid. å det e framtidå me ska satsa på. det e den me ska kjempa for å gleda oss te. det e alle di nye minnene me ska skapa. når me starte på nytt, men fortsatt starte der me slapp. om du fatte. eg vett du fatte, du forstår meg allti. du trenge bare se på meg for å forstå ka eg tenke å det samma gjelde meg når eg ser på deg. ja, me har prøvd å feila. men vettdu ka? det e greit. for me har iallefall prøvd. åja, det va hardt, men me klarte oss gjennom det og. som me ska klara oss gjennom absolutt alt aent som komme te å komma. for live e urettferdigt, men me skabe rettferdighet samen. kabalen går ikkje opp med mindre ikkje me e venner. då mangle dar for mange kort. eg ska komma å besøka deg å eg ska faen holda deg å ikkje sleppa deg før di drar meg vekk. å eg ska besøga deg alt eg kan å alt eg e tillat. du bringe fram det besta i meg. alltid. ABSOLUTT alltid. du e min styrke. fyfaen eg savne deg å fyyyfaen eg e glae i deg. ingen ska ta det fra deg heller. dei så prøve ryge for ud av mitt liv. det vett du. ingenting ska få forhindra at du ska ver min beste ALLER beste venn, FOR ALLTID!!! å hvis ikkje for alltid, for ingen vett om det eksistere, så jaffal FOR resten av MITT liv!!! <3

There's a big difference between living and existing.

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Every father should remember that one day his son will follow his example, instead of his advice.

treat your girl like you would want a guy to treat your daughter, and love her like you would like your father to love your mother. <3

Home is where your heart is

and you should always let your heart guide you. But sometimes it's better to just follow an intelligent mind that speaks, rather than a shattered heart that whispers. 

Sometimes you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve!!

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Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.



Everyone is fighting their own battle, to be free from te past, to live in their present, and to create their future.

Always dream. One good thing about dreams is that everything is possible.Some may not be true, but just remember to never give up on your dreams♥




you tried your best and you failed miserably

the lesson is, never try unless you know you can win. 


 

Love pictures

because the best thing about them it that they never change, even when the people in it do.


The task ahead of you is never greater than the strength within you.

keep fighting!! 

The greater your storm, the brighter your rainbow.

The hardest part about walking away from someone

is when you realize that no matter how slow you go, that someone will never run after you.


 

Sometimes you have to forget the rules, follow your heart and see where it takes you. Never apologize for saying what you feel, cause that's like saying sorry for being real. Never regret anything you said or did, because at some point it was what you wanted.




im not the girl your mom warned you about; her imagination was never this good.

love is like a rubber band held at both ends by two people, when one leaves, it hurts the other

 

courage is not the abscense of fear, but the triumph over it.

im not upset because you lied to me, Im upset that from now on I cant believe you anymore. 

the only difference between school and life? In school, your taught a lesson, and then given a test. In life, your given a test that teaches you a lesson. 

dont blame you boyfriend for you're ex's mistakes. 

 

AMEN! :) 




you have to base your fairytale not upon happily ever after, but on happy right now

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Patience is not about waiting, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting.

Words of wisdom♥ 

My dad

My father is a man like no other. He gave me life, nurtured me, taught me, dressed me, fought for me, held me, shouted at me, kissed me, but most importantly loved me unconditionally. There are not enough words I can say to describe just how important my father is to me, and what a powerful influence he continues to be. I love you, Daddy! 

I've learned to give

not because I have much, but because I know exactly how it feels to have nothing.

A tear is made of

1 % water and 99 % feelings. 


The question isnt who's going to let me; the real question is; who is going to stop me. 

People do not change

Only the foolish and naive would actually believe that! People are the way they are. You might see things you want to see, blinded by love or other things, but fact is. They just get better hiding it with time, because everyone learn from their past mistakes. But sometimes. They are slappy and leave clues out there that will rewile their true self. Better to known soon rather than later!

I can only love you twice in my lifetime, that is now and forever!

Your eyes are wonderful
Your smile is too
Your laugh's contagious
And your heart is true
There's beauty in your touch
And your kiss is love
You're everything that every girl dreams of
You're everything
That makes me
Fall in love





Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad,

but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living

Jesus forgives everything, Well, Im not Jesus and I dont!

Simple as that . 

Back off Satan, I belong to Jesus!




What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

Prøvde meg på Instapicframe!

We all die, the goal isnt to live forever, the goal is to create something that will!



Shoot for the moon, even if you miss, you'll land amongst

the stars




Saying sorry doesnt mean there isnt guilt

and forgiving doesnt mean the pain is gone. 


a strong woman is one who is able to smile this morning like she wasnt crying last night, everything is going to be okay in the end, if its not okay, it is not the end. 

When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.

By ashes to ashes, to dust you shall return, the earth will again occour. Quiet I lay there, cold and untouched. Heard on the words, while my closest cried. Sorry Mum, because I never listened. Sorry Dad, for all the times we should have had together. Excuse siblings, for all our arguments. Excuse friends, for not telling you who I really was. I always cried alone, but now we cry together. While I have my last word. Now let's follow her to he final resting place, and give her the eternal rest. 




God gave you the life you live because he knew you would be strong enough to live it

Even now, this time for me. When I wake up in different rooms. I wake up without you and think of you constantly, I light a cigarette and singing the blues. While I sing about my troubles I leave as if you no longer exist. I try my best to put it all behind me. Forget my tears, and the reality of life without you. But then I remember that I just can't get over you, and that it's killing me. Even now, this time for me. Remains the same for me to do - to just miss you. I try to look forward and to not look back. But you hold me back with your hand all the time, inside my presious memory. In one way or another I believe I live my life based on a memory we once had together, from the times that we shared. Back when there were just me and you against the world. For do not forget, this is still not over for me, yet. It takes time. What we once had will always be with me. I want to be the one who makes the next step, I will correct my head and forget all, but it will take time. Those stupid things I did, I'll regret the rest of my life. I will do anything in my power to provent this from happening again, or something like this even. I will do many changes with myself, and try to become a better person. I hope that maby will make you want to come back to me. With time. If I just give you time, and change myself. You will come back. So I will do anything for you, because for me this isn't over yet. Even now this time, I do nothing but errors all the time. I blame my pride and stubborness that I can not change. Every day is a new day for me, all the new days to come, tomorrow and after that bring new hope to me. New hopes that you one day will come back to me. Memories I have of you and me are getting weak now. Our future together seems to rot. I'll be the one who changes everything. because I still love you. I will love you forever. You will forever hold my soul and heart. Please come back to me. I ask you from my knees, even if you came back to me and then broke my heart again, I would never regret it. I would just treasure each single minute I got with you. I still think of you, every second of every day. But to be completely honest, the day you left me, deep down in my heart I knew and realized, you would never come back to me. Those words hurts me, deep down. Until it reach the bones. You showed me the hard way that life is hard, and the only way out is through. The thing I think that was the worst was that it came so sudden, that's why it was so surreal. So untinkable, but my sences knows what's true. But the feelings doesn't follow the sences, they just live their own life. The head just exist like on autopilot. The pictures and the toughts, I just hide it. Or at least I try to hide it. I try to stay positive, always. I understand, but at the same time I dont. I know you wanted us to be enough, but we weren't. You lived with a grief that no one could take away, or make better. To think of you in the lonelyness, so lonely, almost every day, all by yourself. Knowing that, that pain is almost bigger than the pain from you leaving. You yourself make your own chances, and no one were to ble. Still, each night I think by myself, was there something I could do to provent you from leaving? The grief is hard to carry. My tears falls deep, like the snow falls outside. In a stream of pain, they find the way to the sircle of the pain. Inside im wonerable and cold, not because I want to, but because it just are like that. You're with your mum now, just like you wanted. Finally you've found your peace. You have arrived your destination. I understand, your wounds never healed. I understad, the pain you felt. I understand, and I forgive you. 

You dont know what your alive for, until you know what you would die for

don't tell me the sky's the limit when there's footprints on the moon 

life, the only way out is through



Memories are wonderful to make, but sometimes painful to remember

golden sands, see you soon. 


"Show me a man with a tattoo and I'll show you a man with an interesting past."

Jeg elsker deg kjæresten min. 


Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.

Fem dager og seks netter

Uten min kjære samboer, hvordan skal dette gå. (?) Tror ikke vi har vært så lenge borte fra hverandre helt siden vi møttes for andre gang. (Første gang husker vi ikke så veldig mye av!) Haha! Men det skal nok gå bra. Han er på bibelcamp på ferie sammen med sin mor og døtrene sine, mens jeg tar med meg Jerry hjem til gamle hjemmet mitt Stavanger (Hundvåg) og Jæren (Undheim) og er med venner og bekjente der. Og selvfølgelig familie. 

Jeg har bodd i Ølensvåg i 7 måneder nå, har jo vert hjemme på korte besøk og dagsturer men ikke noe særlig mer (Ikke uten min kjære!) han har som regel da alltid vert med. Huff å gru. Han reiste idag morges i 09.00 tida og jeg savner han litt allerede, nei.. MASSE! og jeg får ikke se han igjen før han kommer tilbake hjem til meg på Fredagskveld. Skrekk og Gru!!! Og for og ned dramatisere hele opplevelsen, så får vi oppleve en herlig helg sammen vi to og ungene hans når han kommer tilbake med grilling på terassen og kos. 

OG mens jeg er hjemme skal jeg ut på MYE kjekke greier. Jeg skal besøke mitt hjem fra mai/juni til januar Hundvåg (Veronica, Natalie og Alexander) og gu det skal bli godt å få se igjen de små gullene. Jeg skal en tur ut til Nærbø og besøke min kjære gode veninne, Line. Og jeg skal ikke minst hjem til min kjære Mamma og være med søte lille Frida!! Og så skal jeg møte Mormor, verdens beste dame. Verdens beste "søster", Silje og gullungen Robin. Og mange andre gode gamle kjente fjes. Blir så gøy!! 

Så håper med andre ord tiden og dagene kommer til å fyke fort forbi. Kommer nok ikke til og ta med meg pc så kommer nok til å bli lite blogging. Skal ha med iPaden så kansje jeg blogger litt med den, hvis jeg får tid. Men har mye på plakaten som skal ordnes ellers også. Skal til kvadrat og hente noen bilder og lage albumet som Mamma skal få fra dåpen til Frida. Jeg skal spise lunsj og middager med gode folk. Jeg skal på shoppingtur med gojenta og jeg håper jeg skal få møtt Benedicte. Skal i banken og ordne noen papirer, i posten og ordne noen papirer, i folkeregistert og ordne noen papirer, til legen på et besøk og ordne masse med NKK ang salget av RIO og kjøpene av Jerry og Rocky. ¨

Ha en fortsatt fin uke, så blogges vi. 


Jeg elsker deg med hele meg, gutten min!!

Et stort menneske er borte.. (Leserhistorie!)

Kjæreste Mamma. 

Det er med både sorg og glede jeg sitter og skriver dette "brevet" til deg. Med sorg fordi du er borte fra meg nå og aldri kommer tilbake. For at jeg ikke lenger får oppleve din nærhet og godhet, eller ditt sprudlende vesen. Med glede fordi jeg vet at det var dette du ønsket, en slutt på alle smertene. Du sa alltid "Jeg har kjempet en fair kamp, det er på tide jeg får hvile nå". Ordene smerter, men gjør samtidig godt. Du fortjener og få fred, og få hvile. Ingen tvil om det. Jeg er stolt over deg og kampen du kjempet, og jeg er stolte over at du tapte kampen som den samme godhjertige og sprudlende personen du var. Du lot ikke sykdommen få vinne over ditt vesen. Den tok ditt liv, men ikke deg. Ikke din sjel og din person. Bare din skikkelse. Jeg er stolt over måten du taklet og tok alt på, som det sterke og fantastiske mennesket du var. Du var smilende og oppegående helt til slutten. Takk for at jeg fikk sitte med deg til siste sekund. Jeg var så utrolig heldig som fikk kjenne deg og så utrolig heldig over å ha fått en mamma som deg. Du var værdens beste mamma. Sjansen til å få ha deg i mitt liv og for at jeg fikk være en del av ditt. Skulle så gjerne ønsket du hadde sluppet og kjempe denne kampen, men jeg kjempet med deg. Hvert eneste sekund av hvert eneste minutt. Kommer nok aldri helt til å forstå at du er borte, men jeg håper inderlig du har det bra. Ingen fortjener det mer en deg.

Elsker deg, Mamma. Klem Stina.  


God gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers



I love you with all my ass. I would say heart, but my ass is bigger



Dont let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life.

The Brain "Thinks";
The Heart "Feels"
But "Instinct" - KNOWS.




Don't take me for granted, because unlike the others, I'm not afraid to walk away.



It takes a strong person to live

 In this world that surrounds us, we sometimes brake down and fall. Those who stand above us, can make us seem so small. We tremble under the weight of the problems that hold us down, and when we collapse, there seems to be no one around. We try to fight in this world, that always seems to fight back. Sometimes we're not strong enough though, there are too many things we lack. We'll hide away in corners, put upon ourselves pain. But there's no escape from this life, we all must suffer the same, but although we may struggle, and yes we all do fall. I'll stand by your side, i'll stay with you through it all. And if you start to tremble, or even brake down. I'm your shoulder to cry on, I'll always be around. We all have our faults, our up and our downs. We cant smile all the time, everyone has to frown. No, no one is perfect, and no one is the same. We're in this world together, we all play the same game. If we stick together, no matter what's to come. With a little faith and hope, anything can be done. We all get those bad times, each and every one of us. But I promise it will get better. Just don't you give up. But when you feel like you want to, please just remember this. You can die at any time, but it takes a strong person to live. 

 




 

 

 

 

Three words, eight letters, say it and I'm yours



I thought love wasn't worth to fight for. Then I met you, now I'm ready for war

d
 Elsker deg. 

There is a reason why your heart is located on the left. It's because it's not always right.

I wanna write "I miss you" on a rock and throw it at your face so you would know how much it hurts to miss you. The hardest part about accepting the saying "everything happens for a reason" is waitng for that reason to come along.  Whatever unpleasent people say about me, I'll write each single word said on papers, and place them beneath my feet, so the more papers, the higher I rise! 

Just like seasons, people change.

a strong woman believes that she's strong enough to face her journey, but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong.

"Expecting doesn't hurt us, assuming does."


Time decides who you meet in life, the heart decides who you want in your life, but behavior decides who will stay in your life! 

Don't worry about me, my hearts not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself.

 Because as far as I can see, you're still an asshole.

-

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It?s not like you?re giving up, and it?s not like you shouldn?t try. It?s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be




When you think you're not happy with your life, always think that someone is happy simply because you exist.

In one moment I belived you, in the other I saw the real you. I hope you're happy, I crashed real hard, but in the end it's you that's going to fall




Don't fall in love, fall of a bridge It hurts less


I stopped believing in God when i realised it was spelled Dog backwards.

If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow

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Relationships are like drugs. They either kill you or give you the best feeling of your life.

Og det er de sanneste ordene jeg faktisk har hørt på veldig lenge. 

Make your move, before I'm gone. Because people change and hearts move on.

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A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.

Pray for others and god will listen to you and bless them. Don?t forget that when you are safe and happy someone somewhere has prayed for you. ♥

There's only one thing that keeps me from breaking you in half.

I don't want two of you around.




I dont hate you. I'm just not necesserily exited about your existence.

Tell her she's beautiful instead of hot, she's a woman, not a fucking temperature.

People say hate is a strong word, but so is love and people throw that around like its nothing.

 

Life asked death: "Why do people love me ,but hate you?"

Death responded: "Because you're a beautiful lie,and im a painful truth"




Your absence has been so long that your presence doesn't matter anymore.

.

The day i'll go on my knees for another girl, is the day ill tie a shoelase for our daughter!

A guy that truly loves his girl doesn't need to unbutton her shirt just to see a better view of her heart.

Cheating is not an accident.. An accident is when you fall off a bike, not when you accidentally fall into someone's vagina.

Dear boys, be the type of guy you would want your daughter to be with.

Don't expect to receive if you're not willing to give.




You dont know what you have before you lose it, BULLSHIT, you know exactly what you had.

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You know that it's time to let go, when pain is bigger than love!

‎"I know they say the the first love is the sweetest, but the first cut is the deepest"

‎"If you wanna fly, you got to give up the shit that weighs you down "

"You said I love you, I said I love you too, the only difference is, I didn't lie."

"The more you trust people the more room you leave for disappointment."

‎"If someone is strong enough to bring you down, you better show them that you're strong enough to get back up!"

"Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're lonley."

"Smart has the plans, stupid has the stories"

"I know I should respect your opinion, but I find that difficult because you're a fucking idiot"

"People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason the world is chaos is because things are being loved, and people are being used"

"If you play a girl that would be willing to do anything for you, then you actually cheated yourself "

 

What goes around comes around, that's what people say. So all the pain you caused me, will come back to you someday



Love

I hate do this, but our friendship just can't last. The time we shared together has all faded in the past. I told you this would happen, our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I can't consider you a friend. Please dont try to argue, but try to understand that time can change two people like the tide can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely but you see it just wont do. For now I see you in a different way, I've fallen in love with you.


Guys are like stars, there are a million of them but only one can make your dreams come true

Loveyou! 

You should always share your feelings because right when you think it is the right time, it may be too late

Always be yourself because those that mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind!

Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to.

Love is when you have a bad day, but then you see the one you love and everything suddenly seems ok.


When someone is born, someone dies, someone laughs, someone cries.  If you love someone let them know 'cause if they leave tomorrow they will never know

Its true you dont know what you've got until its gone, but its also true you dont know what you've been missing until it arrives

Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves. for growing up

 




Destiny is something we've invented because we can't stand the fact that everything that happens is accidental.

So many tricks and so many lies, too many whens and too many whys, nobody's special, nobody's gifted. I'm just me, warped and twisted

Ive said what I needed to say, Ive done what I needed to do, now whatever happens to us, I guess Ill leave it up to you.

Over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin. Some weave their way through your life and disappear forever. But once in awhile someone comes along who earns a permanent place in your heart. 

 

I love you

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it


You're scared because you don't understand. I'm scared because I do.

Why do we close our eyes when we pray? When we cry? When we dream? Or when we kiss? Because we know that the most beautiful things in life are not seen, but felt! 

Youll never know pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love, and they look away.



Stand up for what is right, even if you're standing alone.



A woman without curves is like jeans without pockets, you dont know where to put your hands.



I love you in a place where there is no space or time



A smile never goes out of style. Wear yours every day



I love you

Love isn't perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all.. Love is realizing that every hour, every minute and every second was worth it because you did it together.




Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't see the pain that someone feels.

The most beautiful people I know are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an aprecciation, a sensitivity and a understanding of life that fills them with compassion and a deep loving doncern. Beautiful people do not just happen. 




Tro bare litt av det du hører, sluk alt du ser. Øyet er verdt mer en øret, og forteller så mye mer.

I natt knuste jeg et håp

I dag knuste et hjerte

I dag knuste du et hjerte

I dag knuste mitt hjerte

I dag knuste du mitt hjerte

Jeg vet ikke hva som skjedde inni meg eller inni deg. Vi lå der i gresset, alt inni meg var kjærlighet. Men brått ble det kaldt, alt for kaldt. Selv om solen skein, selv om du faktisk lå der å så på meg med de varme øynene jeg hadde falt for med en gang jeg møtte deg, første gangen. Du tok bort armen din, reiste deg, snudde deg og gikk. "Det er slutt", sa du. Men jeg ville ikke høre det. Brått våknet jeg, svett og fæl. Marerittet lå ennå på netthinnen. Det var mørkt og på vinduet trommet regnet. Jeg satte føttene på det kalde gulvet, rommet var bekmørkt, skyggene av alle tingene var alt det var mulig å se. Ryggen var klam og nattkjolen klistra seg inntil huden. Jeg var tørst, og visste at jeg ikke kom til å få sove mer  den natten. Som alltid. Netter uten søvn nå som jeg trengte søvnen som mest. Drømmen lå over meg som et teppe som skulle til å kvele meg. Som en skygge som ikke ville gi slipp på meg. Gulvet var utrolig kaldt for bare føtter, og jeg kunne høre føtter som gikk fornøyd rundt på stuegulvet. Jeg kunne føle den lille nysgjerrige røde nesetippen som kom imot meg. Ihvertfall en sjel som var glad i eg og brydde seg om at jeg fantes. "Faen" tenker jeg da støvsugeren falt i gulvet med et brak. Jeg stod å hørte etter lyder, men hørte ingen uvanlige, ingen andre hadde våknet enda. Jeg drakk et glass kaldt vann og satte meg i sofaen med hunden. Det var stille, faktisk stille inni meg også. Det eneste som lå der ine var ordene til han som kvalte på "Det er slutt". Lå det noe i det? Jeg fikk frysninger. Det kunne ikke slutte nå, så mange år etter at det hadde startet. Jeg ristet forsiktig på hodet, det kunne bare ikke skje. Helvettet kunne ikke begynne igjen, det gikk bare ikke. Den store klokken på veggen viste 05.00. Han hadde alltid vert der og trøstet meg når det stod på som verst. Det va umenneskelig vondt å tenke på, tanken på at jeg kansje kom til å miste ham og at drømmen kom til å bli virkelig. Det kunne bare ikke skje, ikke nå, ikke imorgen, aldri. Jeg gikk mot kjøkkenet og skar meg i armen. Blodet randt. Jeg tenkte på alt, alt som skjedde den gangen han trøstet meg. Jeg klarte ikke stå på føttene lengre, jeg ga etter og sank ned på gulvet. Jeg ble kvalm og svimmel. Det var så lenge siden at jeg hadde nesten glemt smerten. Jeg så ned på armen, blodet fortsatte å renne. Hvorfor hadde akkurat mitt liv blitt sånn? Arrene kom aldri til å forsvinne, dem kom alltid til å være der. Som et tungt minne fra den fortiden jeg helst bare ville glemme.

I natt knuste et håp

I natt knuste jeg et håp

I natt knuste mitt håp

I natt knuste jeg mitt håp

I natt knuste jeg håpet om en bedre fremtid

 

 

 

 

 

 

When tomorrow starts without me..

When tomorrow starts without me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did yoday, while thinking ot the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think og me, I know you'll miss me to. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name. Took me by the hand and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that i'd have to leave behind, all those dearly loved. But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye, for all life I'd always thought I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do. It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad. I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. If i could relive yesterday, just even for awhile. I'd say goodbye and kiss you, and maybe see you smile. But then i fully realized that this could never be, for emptiness and memories, would take the place of me. And when i thought of wordly things, I might miss come tomorrow. I thought og you, and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heavens gates, I felt so much at home. When god looked down and smiled at me, from his great golden throne. He said "This is eternity and all I've promised you" 

En liten rosa bamse

En liten rosa bamse

Med navnet ditt på magen

Kommet for å være

Din tause, trofaste venn

Gjennom dine første barneår

 

En liten rosa bamse

Skulle ligge våken å passe på

Mens du sover

Dele hemmligheten

Du sender i et strålende, tannløst smil

 

En liten rosa bamse

Som mistet et øye

Mamma måtte sy på igjen

Matt i fargene etter mang en vask

Og utallige opplevelser

 

En liten rosa bamse

Med navnet ditt på magen

Taus og alvorlig

Venter fremdeles på sin beste venn

Som aldri kommer hjem

 

 

 

Leserhistorie - Det siste brevet

Til min KJÆRESTE.

Det er noen få ting jeg vil si deg, kjære deg på jorden, men først må jeg si til dere at jeg har allerede reist nå. Jeg er på vei til himmelen, der det ikke er tårer med tristhet kun masse kjærlighet.  Jeg ber dere, ikke vær lei dere og ulykkelige bare fordi dere ikke ser meg akuratt nå. Husk at jeg alltid er med dere uansett, dag og natt, fordi om dere ikke ser meg, er jeg her. Dagen jeg måtte forlate dere, var dagen da min tid på jorden var over. Han sa det selv, Gud altså. Han kom for å hente meg og jeg ble med,  frivillig faktisk. Han sa " Det er godt og ha deg her, vi trenger deg her, nemlig, du er en bit av planen min" det sa Gud før han ga meg en liste over ting han ville jeg skulle gjøre. Alle de tingene var ting som skulle hjelpe DEG. Det var bare og bry meg om deg, passe på deg, til det var din tur. Jeg vet når det er din tur, og ikke vær redd. Det er lenge til det. Men om nettene, da du er alene og er trist, skal jeg være der. Gud og meg er den som er nærmest deg, midt på natten. Vi besøker deg, uten at du merker noe. Når du tenker på mitt liv her på jorden, alle de vakre dagene vi hadde sammen. OG alle årene. Bare gråt kjære, du er bare ett menneske. Du er laget for og gråte når du føler smerte. Ikke vær redd, du har lov til og gråte. Selv om det ikke fjerner smerten, er det bra og gråte. Husk : Det hadde ikke vært blomster som vokste, om det ikke hadde vert regn som fallt. Jeg skulle ønske jeg kunne fortelle deg om alle guds planer, alt som står på papiret foran meg. Men hvis jeg hadde fortalt deg det, ville du ikke forstått. Men en ting er sikkert, nå som jeg ikke er på jorden og du ikke kan se deg er jeg nærmere deg enn noen sinne før, du merker det? Det er mange fjell igjen for deg og klattre, men vi kan gjøre det sammen " Meg og Du" Hvis vi bare tar en dag av gangen da kan vi. En setning jeg vil si deg, og tenk over denne her : That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.  Forstår du hva det betyr ? Det betyr at viss du får muligheten til og hjelpe noen som sørger, eller noen som føler smerte. Gjør det, og be til Gud om kvelden og fortell ham om det. Og si til deg selv hele tiden " Mitt liv er ikke værdiløst, jeg fikk noen til og smile " Så hvis du møter noen som er lei seg. Reis dem opp, ta dem i handen din, og led dem frem, så de ikke går helt alene. Og når det omsider er din tur til og gå, fra din kropp til og bli fri. Husk at du ikke går forgjeves. Du kommer opp til meg. Jeg vil være her og vente på deg.

 

For hver engel må falle!

Jeg så deg løpe, jeg løp etter. Du sprang så fort, som om du skulle ta igjen vinden. Jeg hørte tårene dine falle i bakken. Det var så uendelig mye smerte i de tårene. Du løp så langt, som om veien var evig og endeløs, jeg fulgte fortsatt etter deg. Du stoppte helt plutselig i snøen og snudde deg rundt og så på meg, med så uendelig mye smerte i blikket. Du snudde deg så om, du ville ikke svare meg når jeg spurte deg om noe. Mine tårer kom, kalde og tunge. Med sene og lange skritt gikk du bare videre innover. Jeg fulgte deg denne gangen også. Denne gang så høyt opp som jeg aldri før hadde vert i retning englene. Du sier at det er her alt skal ende. Jeg må egentlig hjem, men jeg vil følge deg. Jeg springer barbeint inn i den mørke skogen, gjemmer meg slik at jeg kan se deg. Du går stille fremover og ser ned stupet. Stupet som ikke skulle vert der. Jeg kjenner smerten og tårene dine, mer og bedre en noen gang før. Du står der og vipper mellom liv og død. Jeg tenker med meg selv, jeg kan jo ikke bare stå her. Jeg løper for å gripe hånden din, men det er for sent. Du snur deg brått og mister balansen. Jeg ser deg falle, gjennom luftet. Den luften som var fullt av sorg og lidelse. Du treffer omsider den harde, kalde bakken. Kroppen din blir knust. Du er engelen min, som prøvde og fly men ikke klarte det. Nå står jeg også, å vipper mellom liv å død. Jeg vil følge deg, men får det ikke tiø. For min plass er på jorden, selv om du reiste til himmelen. Du vil alltid være i minnene mine, som du tok en plass i hjertet mitt men allikevel sa farvel. Hvil i fred, vi møtes igjen-  For hver en engel må falle. 

 

God saw he was getting tired and a cure was not to be.

So he put his arms around her and whispered,"Come with me."

With tear-filled eyes we watched her suffer and fade away. 

Although we loved her deeply, we could not make her stay.

A golden heart stopped beating, hard-working hands put to rest. 

God broke our hearts to prove to us he only takes the best.

You can think whatever you want about me. I don't care. Just bear in mind, the moment you underestimate me, I win.



Når jeg tenker meg om..

Fy søren så bra det var å være liten. Da eksisterte ikke dritt snakk og kjærlighet var et lite kyss på kinnet, mens Pappa var den beste gutten på hele jord. Høyden av smerte var når lekene gikk i stykker, å den verste gråten var når vi falt, sno kneet og blødde litt. Den største redselen var alltid monsteret under senga eller vampyrene i skapet som kunne spise deg opp mens du lå å såv. Nå når vi har blitt eldre er dritt snakk det samme som hverdags snakk, det forekommer hele tiden. Vi kysser alle på kinnet og kjærlighet har blitt noe stort og sårende. Av og til føler vi at Pappa er den verste fienden vi har og at høyden av smerte er når vi ikke får viljen vår. Den verste gråten er når venner og andre du har kjært dør eller plutselig bare svikter deg utifra den minste bagatell eller ingenting. Å den største redselen nå som vi er eldre er å miste en av de vi elsker mest. Når det er sakt så er jo å vokse en del av livet. Gode erfaringer og dårlige avgjørelser og omvendt. Alle ting leder deg til der du er idag, og alt ordner seg til slutt. Du må bare være sterk nok til å takle det.  Sterk nok til å si JA til livet. Og ikke minst, ta vare på dem du er glad i. Aldri nøl men si det til noen når du er glad i dem. Bruk tid med de du er glad i. For en dag, rt alt borte.

 

 

 

 

 

The only place were 'success' comes before 'work', is in the dictionary.

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Ole - En engel gitt navn! (Leserhistorie)

Ole Marius 

Hvorfor ble du så annerledes? Hvorfor måtte du bli noe annet en det du inderst inne var? Jeg vet godt du ikke var den personen du plutselig ble. Jeg kjente deg. Du var ikke som alle andre, og du hadde det vanskelig hjemme så de sendte deg bort. Jeg vet det gjorde vondt. Men jeg er glad de gjorde det, for hadde de ikke gjort det hadde jeg aldri blitt kjent med deg. Da hadde jeg aldri hatt deg. Jeg kan bare ikke forstå hvorfor du plutselig bare forandret deg. Var det fordi fosterforeldrene dine ikke taklet deg? De gjorde det nemlig, det var bare du som ikke klarte å se det. Det var ingen i denne verden som taklet deg bedre en det de gjorde, og jeg er sikker på at du visste det inderst inne. De taklet deg fordi du hadde forandret deg, du hadde blitt en annen person en den du var da du kom hit. Før var du bare ute og festet, gikk på stoff og var med de eldre farlig guttene. Var det pågrunn av meg du blei annerledes? Jeg tror du brente opp innvendig, slik at det ikke var mulig å se at du hadde det vondt. Var du lei deg, var smerten for tung å bære? Jeg kjente deg, og merket at du ikke hadde det greit selvom du sa "Jeg er ok". Jeg vet du trodde ingen merket at du hadde det vondt og hvordan du følte deg. Men jeg gjorde faktisk det, jeg merket det alt for godt og jeg prøvde alt jeg kunne for at du skulle få det bedre, eller føle deg bedre. Men det gikk ikke, du låste meg helt ute. Du var ikke den samme som før, du forandret deg. Saken er ikke at du var annerledes egentlig, for det var du. Ingen var som deg. Ingen. Ja, du var annerledes, men på en utrolig måte. Du var den beste, og du kommer alltid til å være det. Den aller, aller beste. Du var ikke redd for å være deg selv, du var stolt over den du var. Det kunne man se på deg, alle. Du gikk i klær som ingen andre hadde turt og bruke, og du så annerledes ut, men du brydde deg aldri om hva andre sa. Du sa alltid din mening og var ikke redd for å få problemer med meningene dine. "Problemer er til for å bli løst.." sa du alltid. Men mente du det? Siden du plutselig forandre deg på grunn av problemene. Hvorfor forandret det seg, Ole? Hvorfor ble du så rolig og hvorfor måtte du plutselig bli som alle andre?

Jeg husker første gangen jeg møtte deg. Du hadde svart hår, mørk sminke og piercing i leppa. Du skilte deg ut, du var ikke som alle andre. Det var ingen andre av gutta som turte og gjøre som deg, selv om de ville og selv om de syntes det var kult. Allikevel fikk du respekt av alle. Ingen kalte deg noe som helst. Så hvorfor farget du håret og sluttet med sminken? La bort alt som gjorde deg så unik. Og hvorfor forandret du deg? Du ble ugjenkjennelig. Jeg trodde helt ærlig at du skulle komme til å bli den som ble mye mobbet, og at du kom til å mobbe meg. Men du ble ikke det, heldigvis. Jeg fant noe i deg jeg ikke kommer til å finne i noen andre, noen sinne. Jeg husker første dagen vi snakket sammen. Jeg hadde blitt uvenn med en kamerat og ble kastet i bakken. Du fikk dem til å slutte, du fikk dem til å slutte å mobbe meg og ødelegge meg etter den dagen. De hadde så mye respekt for deg. De hadde aldri gjort deg noe. Men kansje di gjorde det allikevel, i det skjulte? Det spørsmålet kommer jeg nok aldri til å få svar på. 

Jeg fikk en ny venn den dagen du stoppet dem fra å jage meg. Jeg kunne fortelle alt til deg, du hørte på meg uansett hva jeg sa. Uansett hvor dumme og tåpelige ting jeg snakket om og var opptatt av, så støttet du meg alltid. Du ble aldri sint om jeg snakket for mye og du skjøv meg ikke bort. Du lot meg gråte på skulderen din. Du lo sammen med meg, aldri av meg. Du var der for meg, slik jeg var for deg. Alltid. Og det håper jeg du vet, at det gikk begge veier. Jeg husker bursdagen din, da du ble atten år, det var den første bursdagen du hadde feiret uten alkohol på flere år. Og det var den beste dagen i ditt liv, sa du. Du sa at du syns det var bra at det bare var meg og deg som feiret den, siden ingen andre visste ast du hadde bursdag. Det var bare meg, meg og deg selvfølgelig. Det var utrolig koselig. Jeg skulle ønske vi fikk flere slike dager sammen, bare du og jeg. 

Du hadde mange talenter, foreksempel kampsport. Du likte karate best. Men du fikk ikke lov til å trene det, alle var redd du kom til å bruke det når du var ute og sloss med folk, med tanke på for tiden din. Selv om du hadde forandret deg og sluttet med alt det, men ikke alle skjønte det. Tegning var du også flink til, du kunne tegne følelsene dine. Jeg husker en tegning du tegnet til meg for en stund siden, den der jeg satt ved siden av en grav. Det regnet på bildet og det var vått. Akkurat som det er nå. Jeg hadde aldri tenkt over deg, men var det din grav du tegnet med ved siden av? Prøvde du og fortelle meg noe? Var det et farvel?

Den tegningen er det vakreste jeg noen gang har fått, selvom det bare var et lite a4 ark. Den hadde kansje ikke vert så nydelig om jeg fikk den av noen andre, men jeg fikk den av deg. Det er det eneste som betyr noe for meg nå. Det er et minne om deg. Jeg fikk bare kjent deg i to år og selv om jeg skulle ønske jeg kunne fått blitt kjendt meg deg fra den dagen jeg ble født til den dagen jeg skal dø, så vil jeg uansett si. De to årene, har vært de beste i mitt liv og det er takket være deg. Jeg savner deg, jeg håper du vet det. Og hele min værden falt i grus den dagen du ble funnet. Du hadde hengt deg. Hvorfor? Er det eneste jeg sitter igjen med. Hva var det du ikke kunne fortelle meg som var så forferdelig? Hadde du dårligere selvbilde en det jeg visste? Og det du sa. Var det noe som lå bak som ingen andre en du kjente til. Jeg kommer aldri til å finne noen bedre en deg. Men jeg er glad for at du ikke så ut som en av de andre når du døde, at du døde som deg selv. Med sort hår, dine klær, piercing og den mørke sminken. Du var deg selv igjen, og nå kan du alltid være det. Jeg håper vi ses en gang. 

Jenta di! 

 

Ta vare på minnet mitt! - Leserhistorie

Jenta mi! 

Viss du kunne tatt tilbake tiden og gjort alt omigjen, hadde du gjort det du gjorde da? Hadde du smilt til meg og blitt venn med meg? Hvis arrene mine hadde vert noe du forstod hva var, hadde du fortsatt blitt, eller hadde du skyntet deg for å forlatte meg? I en så liten by, lever vi alle små liv. Alle er forskjellige, men fortsatt så utrolig like. Hvis jeg knytter en knute og pakker for godt, takker du meg da? For det du har fått. Når snøen kommer, å det blir veldig kalt. Står du fortsatt der? Eller har du da falt. Eller, har jeg falt? Når telefonen ringer, og du ser at det er meg. Tar du den? Jeg vet jo at du tar den av og til, men når du ikke gjør det, hva tenker du da? Har du ikke tid eller tenker du "Ånei, det er han." Når klokka er midt på natta å du ligger å drømmer, tenker du på oss da? Klarer du ikke å glemme, eller har du glemt? Er jeg fortsatt gutten din eller var jeg bare den vennen du trang der og da, når alle andre forlatet deg. Tørker du virkelig tårene mine om jeg gråter, som du sa den gangen vi snakket om det. Jeg har aldri merket det, var alt bare løgn? Eller fantes det ett lite stykke av sannhet? Det er den jeg leter etter, sannheten. Jeg husker når jeg hadde en dårlig dag, sa du "Ikke bekymre deg, jeg er her!", men var du virkelig det? Når alt er mørkt og det blir kaldt og skummelt, er du den jeg finner da? Er jeg alene mens jeg står på kanten, eller venter du? Når jeg en dag gir opp og bestemmer meg for å dra, holder du da alt du sa? Du sa jeg var dopet ditt, men erstattet du meg virkelig? Eller brukte du begge? Jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si, og hva kan jeg gjøre, lurer jeg på. Den skjebnesvangre dagen, du stod og nølte når jeg spurte deg om noe var galt. Hadde du fått det du ville ha da? Hadde jeg ikke mer igjen å gi deg? Eller ønskte du bare og få meg bort. Nå er dagen komt, for meg er alt over. Jeg er lei av å være den alle vil ha når de ikke vil leve lenger. Den som alle kommer til når de strever litt. Jeg orker ikke mer nå, det er snø her og jeg føler at jeg må lette nå. Ta vare på minnet mitt. Er alt jeg ber deg om. 

 Si NEI til selvmord. 

 

Respect other people's feelings. Even if it doesn't mean anything to you, it could mean everything to them.

  • Everyone deserves someone who can make their heart forget that it was ever broken.
  • The more you hide your feelings, the more they show. The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow.
  • It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.
  • The moment you forgive wholeheartedly, you set your heart free. Don't let the painful memories of your past chain your heart. Break down your walls. The moment you give love instead of blocking love, you will receive love in many ways
  • If you can't get rid of the skeleton in your closet, you'd best teach it to dance.
  • When a woman no longer gets frustrated and upset with you, you can almost guarantee that she doesn't care anymore. Silence is deadly

Im not heartless. I've just learned how to use my heart, less.

Love is not painful. Loving the wrong person is. Life is about change, sometimes it's painfull and sometimes it's beautiful. But most of the time, it's both!

Someone who truly loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle, but still wants you in their life.

He met her after a long break, saying: Im sorry, I have a new girlfriend now and another future. How about your life?! She closed her eyes to hide her tears, remembered all the memories they shared, how she shared his pain before his happy moments, how she stayed faithful to him refusing many other guys. She kept the remains of her pride, collected her force, smiled and said : Sorry sir, but do I know you?!

The secret for long relationships is not having a perfect love affair. It is not how less often you fight, not because of the number of similarities and the stuffs you both like doing together nor the number of mistakes you did. Those things count but it is the faith that keeps you going. A relationship would last if both of you are willing not to give up, if both of you is willing to stand up and still try every time one of you or both of you fall. You should not lose hope when you are struck with problems along the way. Give each other hope and hold on as long as you can

Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows that you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. One who gives their heart completely. Someone who says "I love you" and means it. Last but not the least, find someone who wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.



It's not where you stand in life. It's where you end up! Believe in yourself.

Du kommer til et punkt i livet hvor du må velge å fjerne deg fra all dramatikken og fra de som forårsaker det med sin væremåte. Du må velge å ha de rundt deg som får deg til å le, til å glemme det som er vondt og vanskelig og fokusere på det som er godt for deg. Du må velge å sette pris på de som behandler deg rettferdig og kjærlig og aksepterer deg som den du er og hva du er. Livet er for kort til selv ikke å velge - til selv å velge å ha det godt. Det å falle og miste innhold i livet er en del av det - å reise seg igjen viser din livskraft. 




When faced with two choices, just toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you, but because in that brief moment  when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you're hoping for. 

When someone loves you, they don't have to say it. You can tell by the way they treat you.

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Dont come visiting me after I die, I needed you when I was alive.

Two little kids are in a hospital, lying on stretchers next to each other, outside the operating room. 
- The first kid leans over and asks, "What are you in here for?" 
- The second kid says, "I'm in here to get my tonsils out and I'm a little nervous." 
- The first kid says, "You've got nothing to worry about. I had that done when I was four. They put you to sleep, and when you wake up they give you lots of Jell-O and ice cream. It's a breeze." 
- The second kid then asks, "What are you here for?" 
- The first kid says, "A Circumcision." 
- And the second kid says, "Whoa, Good luck buddy, I had that done when I was born - Couldn't walk for a year."

Dagens inspirasjon!

I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad, will bring tears and words can never replace those feelings. Forgiveness and love, cannot be earned, deserved, bought, sold, won or forced. They are gift and should never be taken for granted or expected. Only accepted.

Dont let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life.

Sometimes, you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person. What's meant to be will end up good, and what's not - won't. Love is worth fighting for but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting.

A little peptalk to myself!

Whenever you feel down, alone or unable to face a situation that you are in right now, let me tell you, that it?s totally fine. It is okay not to be okay all the time. It is okay to be on the ground, to cry and to hate everything. But it is only okay as long as you get back up again. Take your time to get all of your emotions out, but always keep in mind that the moment you're in won't last forever. Just don?t give up. Life isn?t about being strong all the time, but about the ability to become strong again after a defeat or bad experience. It?s about not losing hope in life and first and foremost ? in yourself. So, don?t give up. Life is worth to be lived. ♥

Suck it up prinsess, this aint your castle.

The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. The girl who always laughed, cried. The girl who never gave up, finally quit and said "I can't do this anymore" ♥ She knew from the start that it could not last, but she fell for him and fell hard. He was a person she used to be. A person she hated and could not live like anymore. Neither live with it. Truth hurts. In love nobody wins or loses, all just suffer the consequences! 

 

Dont you dare remember me, once you start forgetting her.











If I had to choose between loving you and breathing, I would use my last breath to say 'I love you'

Everyone has a breaking point. A point when their heart has been dragged through despair long enough deciding to shut off. This is when relization sets in becoming, the time to move on. 

Love isn't perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all.. Love is realizing that every hour, every minute and every second was worth it because you did it together. 



Hurting back the people who have hurted you makes you become just like them. Just like the persons you despite and hate. Just like the persons you once faired. Dont be that person, be better than that. 






A little wisdom.



Det finnes utrolig mange fine quotes og sayings, og jeg er helt hekta på dem. Jeg kan bruke dem mye i hverdagen, det finnes mye visdom i mange av dem. Mye du kan ta med deg videre ut i livet. 

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you dont, it's even harder to pretend to not love someone, when you really do. 


Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the onces left unsaid are the onces you use intentionally to hurt someone. 


KARMA is the joy of watching someone get what they deserve. Professionalism is the ability to sit back and enjoy the show and keep your mouth shut!




 

Don't marry a man unless you would be proud to have a son exactly like him.

A little girl seeks revenge. A real woman moves on while karma does the dirty work. ♥

You never really know what's coming. A small wave, or maybe a big one.

All you can really do is hope that when it comes, you can surf over it


 

Two things define your personality, the way you manage things when you have nothing. The way you behave when you have everything.

 

Meg og min kjære!

I love you

When writing the story of your life, dont let anybody else hold the pen.

Idag regner det! Kjedelig! 

Don't be so quick to judge, you never know when you might just find yourself walking in that person's shoes.



Tre ting og huske på!

Aldri lov noe når du er glad. Aldri gi ett svar når du er sint. Og aldri bestem deg for noe når du er lei deg. Gode bestemmelser kommer fra dårlige erfaringer. Gode erfaringer komme fra dårlige bestemmelser. 




Sometimes I wish emotions came with an off switch so I could have a break from the pain.



Quote of today!

Be strong enough to stand alone,
smart enough to know when you need help,
and brave enough to ask for it.

Awake!


 


hmm, skeptisk  

Mye visdom i natten!



Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn?t mean giving up, It means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

No one can actually say that you deserve someone better..

...because the best person that you deserve is always the person of your choice.

"I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm stronger, I'm human, I'm not perfect, but I'm thankful." ♥




Daglig motivasjon

We're too young but we hurry things up. We got young hearts but we torture it by loving too much. We're supposed to have sweet, young love but we always end up having serious heartbreakin relationships. Don't make things hard. If it's not meant, then leave. Live a full life. Suit yourself with happiness. The best of everything takes place at the rigt time when we are ready.

It's not that I hate you

but lets say you were on fire, and I had water, Id drink it. 

I dont hate you

I'm just not necesserily exited about your existence. 

Someday



1 åringen

Mamma elsker deg!

Eventually

you will come to a point were you can just sit down, take a deap breath and tell yourself "I cant do this anymore".  




Prinsessa vår



Finally!!!

Da var lillegull komt:-) <3

If you leave without a reason, don't come back with an excuse.

Some lovely quotations! 

When you?re in love, sometimes you can?t say anything. Because there?s nothing you can say that would describe how you feel.

Real men stay faithful. They don't have time to look for other women because they're too busy looking for new ways to love their own. 

Being honest may not get you a lot of friends, but it will always get you the right once's. 

Dont judge my path if you haven't walked my journey.

If god answer your prayer's , he is incrasing your faith. If he delays, he is incrasing your patience. If he doesn't answer, he has something better for you. 

Don't get confused between my personality and my attitude. My personality is who I am, my attitude depends on who you are.

Anger is a feeling that makes your mouth work faster than your mind.

Every woman deserves a man who respects her and every man deserves a woman who appreciates his effort. ♥

Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen.

If a woman asks you a question. It's better to tell her the truth because chances are she's asking you because she already knows the answer.

When people learn to accept instead of expect, there will be so many less dissapointments.

Closeness doesn't come when you are together. It comes when you are apart and realize that despite not seeing, you never stop remembering

 

We all need a little wisdom once in a while!

You'll never know how long you can have someone, so don't forget to say 'I love you' while you can and act for it. 

The best feeling comes when you realize that you're perfectly happy without the people you thought you needed most.

A reason I know I love you, every second I'm not with you is a second I wish I was ♥

Just because one person doesn?t seem to care for you, doesn?t mean you should forget about everyone else who does.

It's time to take your life back from the people that are causing you pain and making you unhappy. This is your life and you are the author of your story. If you're stuck on the same page.. just remember that at any moment, you have the power to write a new chapter. ♥

The best revenge is happiness. Because nothing drives people more crazy than seeing someone actually having a good life.

Every struggle in your life has shaped you into the person you are today. Be thankful for the hard times, they can only make you stronger.

Always make your absence felt in such a way that somebody misses you, but don't let your absence be so long, that somebody starts learning to live without you.

It's not a hangover. It's wine flu.

Love is not about how much you say 'I love you,' but how much you can prove that it's true. 




The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect. It means i appreciate all that i have been blessed with.

love this phrase

EN AV DE STØRSTE

Truly missed!!

Igår fikk vi beskjeden om at Liam (han som har tattoert meg og skulle tattoere meg mye mer egentlig..) var død! Han var en sann artist. Jeg er så stolt over å kunne gå rundt med hans verk. Hvil i fred Liam!!!! Synd du gikk bort så tidlig. 




Everybody deserves second chances, but not for the same mistakes.

<3

Just because you know someone would wait for you forever doesn't mean you can let them wait that long.

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In a world full of wrong choices, someday, someone will come into your life who will make you say... this time, I got it right!!




Valentines day is stupid. If you love someone, you'll treat them special everyday!

Dyne på, for varmt... Dyne av, for kaldt... Det ene beinet over dyna, aahh.. perfekt! Så kommer du på monsteret under senga som elsker å klå på foten din. Dyne på...

You only live once. But if you do it right once, It's enough

ღ ✰ Im surrounded by stars, I Call them friends. ♥★

Wisdom of today!

No relationship is ever a waste of time.. If it didn't bring you what you want, it taught you what you don't want. ;)

Compassion has no limit. Kindness has no enemy.

Those we love don't go away, near our side they always stay. Unseen, unheard but by our side, they walk with us....our steps they guide. Still loved. Forever missed. ♥

Sometimes, to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least

I know!

Accept what you cant change, and change what you cant accept.

Simple as that. 

You know you have fallen for someone is when..

...every living moment you can't think straight because they're always on your mind.♥ 

...you know you've got it bad when he stares at you, not saying anything or smiling, and you try your best to keep a straight face, but you end up smiling anyways. Then you're deep in it. 

...YOU, yes you. You drive me completely insane, with that ridiculously adorable smile, and those beautiful eyes. So won't you please just kiss me.♥ 

...The number one reason why people give up so fast is because they tend to look at how far they still have to go, instead of looking at how far they allready have gotten. ♥ 




That moment that you have to tell yourself you're not going to fall for him, you already have.

A reason I know I love you, every second I'm not with you is a second I wish I was! 

I don't care what anyone says, I've come too far to turn back, I'm not giving up on you

When people ask me if I like you, I tell them no. I'm just so glad they never asked me if I love you.

Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow won't be the best day of your life. You just have to get there

<3

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You can't lose what you never had, can't keep what's not yours, and can't hold on to something that does not want to stay.

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A wise girl kisses but doesn´t love,
listens but doesn´t believe
and leaves before she is left... ♥

You give me the butterflies that I have been waiting for for a long long time

♥ Thank you. I needed it. 

It's not hard to sacrifice something for someone but it's hard to find that someone who deserves your sacrifice

Remember that today you can not only make a difference in your own life but in the life of others. Stay positive and true to yourself, you never know when you're making a memory. <3

Englejenta mi (Leserhistorie)

Mamma's siste ord til deg

Du fikk en tøff start på livet vennen. Men du kjempet deg opp å frem. Jeg husker jeg satt ved siden av deg i sengen din når du var på ditt svakeste, og jeg tenkte med meg selv. Nå får det bære eller briste. Det er en stygg tanke, men tanken på deg ligge der og ha vondt var u-utholdelig for meg som. Men du ville ikke la meg tenke slik. Du var en fighter, sterk som en løve. Dagene gikk og du ble bedre, heldigvis. 

Jeg husker dagen jeg fikk ta deg med hjem, jeg har aldri vært så glad i hele mitt liv. Jeg fikk ta deg med hjem og vise deg stolt frem. Og jeg var så utrolig stolt av deg, samtidig som jeg var så utrolig redd for å miste deg. 

Du vokste deg til å bli en god og omtenksom, men sta liten jente. Akkurat som meg. Jeg kunne allerede nå se så mye av meg selv i deg. Hjertet mitt hoppet et ekstra hopp hver gang du så på meg. Jeg kunne ikke begripe at jeg hadde laget noe så nydelig vakkert. Og at det var bare mitt. 

Jeg husker det første ordet du sa ?Mamma?. Da var du bare åtte måneder gammel. Jeg husker jeg ringte til mormor og gråt i telefonen. Jeg var så glad. 

Vi har så mange gode minner sammen med deg. Jeg husker spesielt godt i sommer da jeg var syk, du satt og våket over meg hele tiden. Slik som jeg en gang hadde våket over deg. Jeg husker hvor glad jeg følte meg for å være en del av livet ditt og for å få være i nærheten av deg. Og jeg er så takknemlig for at jeg fikk være en del av deg. Jeg er så glad for at akkurat jeg fikk bli mammaen din. Hadde ikke vært her den dag i dag hadde det ikke vært for deg. 

Du hadde verdens vakreste smil, og du smeltet mammahjertet mitt og løftet meg opp i skyene hver gang du smilte det. Det er så ufattelig vondt å vite at jeg aldri mer får se smilet ditt. 

Vi trodde du hadde vunnet, at du hadde overkommet et hinder. Tilbakefall. Tanken slo oss aldri. Vi var bare så utrolig glade for å få tilbringe tid sammen med deg. Men det utenkelige skjedde. Mammahjertet mitt blør.  Ord blir så fattige og alt mister mening. Å måtte stå her i dag og ta farvel med deg, det er så ufattelig vondt. 

Når jeg satt ved sykesengen din holdt jeg hånden din og sa ?Du må ikke puste så mye, men pust det du trenger.?  Du så på meg, helt tom i blikket. Du så hvor redd jeg var, og det var jeg. Jeg har aldri vært så redd før i hele mitt liv. Den redselen kommer jeg aldri noensinne til å glemme. Jeg var redd for å miste den største delen av meg.

 Jeg er så utrolig glad for tiden jeg fikk sammen med deg, selv om jeg med hele mitt hjerte skulle ønske jeg hadde så mye mer tid sammen med deg. De siste ordene jeg sa til deg smertet meg så inderlig mye, men jeg visste at du hadde sterke smerter og at du hadde kjempet det du orket. Det er begrensninger for hva en så liten kropp skal tåle.  ?Det er greit vennen, du kan få reise nå? mens jeg klemte hånden din. Få minutter etterpå var du borte for alltid.

Små føtter setter også spor, og jenta mi. Dine ble så utrolig dype. Du vil alltid være i hjertet mitt. Jeg savner deg så uendelig mye. Jeg vil bare holde deg og klemme deg. Men en ting til vil jeg si selv om du er gått, tusenhjertelig takk for tiden jeg har fått! 

Jeg elsker deg. 

Everyone tells me that I have changed but the truth is I have stopped living my life their way!

<3

Nobody has it easy, everybody has problems!

and you don?t know what they go through. So before you start judging, criticizing, or mocking, remember everybody is just like you, fighting their own battle! 

It is not a bad thing to follow what your heart dictates but it will be better if you can balance it with what your mind says

You can't control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward it.. That way, you'll be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.

If people are trying to pull you down. Be proud about it, because it only confirms that you are above them.

When someone lies to you, it is because they don't respect you enough to be honest, and they think you are to stupid to know the difference.

Everyone tells me that I have changed but the truth is I have stopped living my life their way!

The most painful goodbyes are the onces never said, but the heart allready know's it's over.

 

Sometimes youll never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory

After all the pain you put me through, I have finally realised it was far more painful being with you, than it is being without you.

We change, we adapt, we create new versions of ourselves. We just need to be sure that this one is an improvement over the last.

They say women talk twice as much as men. It's because men don't listen so women have to repeat themselves all over again.

No matter how serious life gets, you will constantly need the company of people whom you can completely be stupid with.

Missing someone when you are alone cannot be considered that you are IN LOVE ,but thinking of someone even when you're too much busy can be considered that you are.

I was told not to hurt the heart of those I love. But when I was so busy taking care of their hearts, I never noticed that my own heart was slowly dying.



I want a man who can tell me this..

The day when I'll go on my knees for another girl would be the day when I'll tie a shoe lace for our daughter. <3

The worst regret we can have in life is not for the wrong things we did...

But for the right things we could have done but we never did! 

People are like music; some speak the truth and others are just noise.

Do you know what's wrong with the word "Sorry"? It gives people the wrong idea that any mistake can be solved by a single word. But it really cant, making an effort showing your actually's sorry. Maybe fix things, maybe not. I've learned to forgive and forget, but that's so stupid. Im not god, and I dont have alzheimers either. I'll maybe forgive, but I'll always keep a list of names just in case. 

You gonna meet people who bring out the best in you and people who bring out the worst in you. Both kinds show you what you are capable of! So keep'em all. Sometimes you may need the worst sides to get your point across. Everything can in exact words be turned into something positive. For you! Maybe not for the person standing at the other side of the battlefield. 

I read a line the other day "Don't break anybody's heart, they have only one. Break their bones instead, they have 206". That's so stupid. Why brake someone's anything? If you cant be good to a person, why bother being around that person at all. I actually dont know why people keep hurting eachuder. Nothing good comes out of it. Karma always bites back, and she's a bitch. Just sayin'. 

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you aren't worth it. 


So many ways to say, "I love you". Never enough to say how much.

Love is when you miss him even before he's gone,
When you could listen to him talk all night
And never get tired of hearing his voice,
When the sound of his name sends chills down your spine,
And when you see his smile the second you close your eyes!

<3

Romance is the fuel that keeps love burning hot.

Love is...
What makes a weak man brave and a king step off his throne.
Good times, bad times, Easy times, tough times -It comes in an instant.
And lasts three days after forever. That's what love is. ♥

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A bell is not a bell
until someone rings it,
a song is not a song
until someone sings it.

Love wasn't put
in the heart to stay,
for love isn't love
'til you give it away. ♥

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A Friend's Love says: If you ever need anything, Ill be there. True love says: You'll never need anything. Ill be there.

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Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less.

Love is like a mountain, hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful. ♥


The deeper your scars, the more room there is to fill them up with love. Don?t hate your scars, appreciate their depth.

Sometimes you have to stop worrying, wondering, & doubting. Have faith that things will work out, maybe not how you planned, but just how it's meant to be.

Being yourself is what makes you attractive. Being something you're not makes you a liar, and relationships built on lies don't last.

Next time you're stressed, take a step back, inhale & laugh. Remember who you are & why you are here. You're never given anything in this world that you can't handle. Be strong, be flexible, love yourself & love others. Always remember to just keep moving forward. ♥

Don?t ask why people keep hurting you. Ask yourself why are you allowing them.

Understanding is much deeper than knowledge. There are many people who know us, but very few who understand us.

The biggest mistake I've made is letting some people stay in my life far longer than they deserved to.

The best way to get someone?s attention is to stop giving them yours. Always remember that. 

Truth hurts only once, but a lie hurts every time you remember it.



If it's important, you'll find a way. If it isn't, you'll find an excuse.

<3

"People don't leave because things are hard, they leave because it's no longer worth it"

I'm doing my best to remember how you made me happy, but every time I think of you, all I can remember is how much pain you made me suffer.

Jeg kommer ikke til å gi opp.. (Leserhistorie)

Jeg har en eks kjæreste, eller.. Vi var vel egentlig aldri kjærester på orntlig, men.. Han betyr utrolig mye for meg, og vi er veldig gode venner nå. Vi startet å date, men tiden tok oss igjen. Det var ikke nok tid, og det var ikke vår tid. Det var en hard sannhet og takle, for oss begge. Det var et hardt slag. Men når det er sakt så bygget vi et veldig godt vennskap. Jeg trang han, og han trang meg. Igår kveld satt jeg for meg selv og leste gjennom denne bloggen og så en leserhistorie som var så utrolig sterk, og jeg tenkte at jeg måtte vel også bare dele noen ord med allmenheten. For å fortelle ham hvor evig mye han faktisk betyr for meg.

Det var en veldig tung tid og kommer over han, jeg er ikke sikker på om jeg noen gang kommer til å komme helt over ham. Han pleier å si "Med tiden kansje det blir oss". Jeg har bare ikke tid eller ressurser til å sitte å vente, det er ikke meg. Sørgelig nok. Men jeg vet heller ikke om jeg er klar for å gi opp helt ennå? For hva om det virkelig er ment at en gang i fremtiden skal det bli oss, og så ga jeg opp? Det er bare fantasier og tanker som slår meg når jeg sitter helt alene. 

Jeg har grått mange tårer over dette, jeg har hørt på sanger og jeg har tenkt. Idag bestemte jeg meg for å vokse opp. Det finnes folk som har det så utrolig mye værre, og jeg har trossalt vert igjennom dette mange ganger før. Og da kom jeg meg gjennom. Hvorfor skulle denne gang være annerledes? Hva gjør denne gangen annerledes? 

Jeg vet at tiden ikke var inne for et forhold, men jeg vet også at begge trenger dette vennskapet og jeg vil stå ved hans side uansett. Jeg vil alltid ha telefonen klar hvis han trenger meg. Fordi jeg bryr meg. Fordi jeg vil ta vare på det solide vennskapet vi bygget opp. Jeg vil aldri endre mening, jeg ønsker det iallefall ikke. Han hjalp meg gjennom så utrolig mye, og det minste jeg kan gjøre er å hjelpe tilbake. Jeg kommer ikke til å gi opp.

Han trenger en person som kjenner han inn og ut, slik jeg gjør. Men han er samtidig en tøff nøtt å knekke. Han er en veldig åpen person på mange områder, men samtidig er han veldig lukket. Jeg håper og tror han vet at han kan stole på meg. Og at jeg alltid er her. Jeg har tro på ham. Jeg har virkelig det. 

Glad i deg vennen, håper du vet det!

 

You can never start the next chapter of your life, if you're too busy re-reading the last one.

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Sometimes the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great won't happen twice.

I'll never let you go, not without fighting.

If you lose a battle, dont quit. You can still win the war.



It sucks to know that a person is going to be fine without you..

But you know you will never be the same without them...

I'm doing my best to remember how you made me happy, but every time I think of you, all I can remember is how much pain you made me suffer. I dont want to remember you that way. It's just like. I don't have a choice. 

Iv'e been through many heartbreaks, but the silent once's. Like this one. This is the worst. And I cant even tell you how I feel, because.. I can't let myself. I can't let myself be that dissapointed. 

I'm fake? You know what? You're right. I put on this smile to cover up the pain and pretend nothing is wrong when in fact, I'm dying inside.


I really dont know if im strong enough for this..

Sometimes you have to start thinking, maybe some wishes just don't come true. And when that time comes, it hits you hard. It knocks you to the ground, over and over. And everytime.. I let myself fall. Im not a strong person, Im weak. The heart is the strongest and most important muscle in the body. Yet how can it break so easily? It takes just a little second to brake. 

.... 

Trying to hate you is no use; it only reminds me of why I fell for you in the first place. And then again i realize, its not you that i hate, it's myself. I hate myself for letting me feel this way, for letting me go through this. Again.. 

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You don't walk into love, you fall in. That's why it's so hard to get out ...Well. What if you never get's out? You just make a way to live with it. A broken heart never stops beating, even though every heartbeat hurts so much, you just wish it would stop. 

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Enough is enough! Sometimes.. You just have to force yourself dealing with it, then and there. 




No one can change a person, but a person can be the reason someone changes

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Whenever quitting seems to be the easy way out, know victory is somewhere by the corner

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Sometimes people don't notice the things we do for them until we stop doing them.

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Små føtter setter også spor - Leserhistorie

Min søsters datter har gått inn i et nytt liv, ett nytt liv kalt døden. Hun fikk ikke leve mer en to år. Hva hadde den lille uskyldige jenta gjort for å fortjene en slik skjebne? Ingenting. Det er dessverre ikke vi som regjerer over liv å død. Jeg er enig med så mange små dikt jeg leser av og til. En klok forfatter skrev en gang; Det er alltid de beste som dør først, og der hadde han utrolig rett. Men hvem er egentlig noen til å kunne dømme hvem som skal få leve og hvem som skal dø? 

Jeg tror ikke på noen gud. Men jeg tror på at det finnes mer mellom himmel og jord en det vi vet om. Og som er ment til å være utenfor vår viten. Jeg tror på karma. Jeg tror at sjelen forlater kroppen og blir til noe. Men jeg vet jo ingenting. Ingen vet noe. Vi vet bare det vi har hørt. Det er ingen som vet. Mange forsker, men ingen vet helt sikkert hva som har skjedd før oss. Men jeg orker egentlig ikke tenke på det nå.

Det eneste jeg tenker på nå er ei lita jente (en liten engel) og hennes mor. Jeg husker jeg satt ved sykesengen til gojenta når hun var på sitt svakeste (..du må ikke puste så mye, men pust det du trenger) tenkte jeg. Jeg tenkte at da sparte hun kanskje litt tid, tid til å få være her lenger. Men så tenkte jeg på smerten, all den smerten en liten jente må gjennomgå. Og jeg tenkte. Burde ikke hun bare få fred? Og jeg vet det er en stygg tanke. Men jenta fortjener ikke og leve et helt liv i u-utholdelige smerter. Hun var så utrolig svak den siste tiden. Men hun har vært sterk. Det er jo grenser for hva en liten kropp skal tåle. Hun var en fighter, akkurat som mammaen. Det er en veldig bra egenskap. 

Jeg vil bare si noen ord avslutningsvis ?Jeg er utrolig glad for tiden vi fikk sammen med hjerteknuseren vår. Hun kunne forvandle alle og alt rundt seg til det positive. Hun kunne gjøre helvete om til himmel. Den jenta kunne flyttet fjell. Jeg var så utrolig glad i henne. Og hun har skrevet seg inn i hjertene våre og der vil hun alltid være. Vi kommer alltid til og være glad i henne og savne henne. Det kommer til å ta tid og vende seg til tanken at vi valgte og la henne fare, men vi kommer til å slå oss til ro med at hun endelig fikk fred?

Takk for alt, jenta mi! Tante Jeanett! 

Love and death!

...are two uninvited guests, when they will come, nobody knows but both do the same work, one takes heart and the other takes its beats. 

You know you have problems when you get in argument with yourself,

lose, and wont not to talk to yourself for the rest of the night! 

I'm not crazy, you're just jealous that the flying rainbow llamas gave me some gummy bear ice cream and you didn't get any

You're the one who's shoulder I want to cry on, but you're the reason for my tears. You're the one I want to hide behind, but you're the one I'm hiding from. 

Smile

...not to make others wonder what you're up to, but to let them know that no matter what chaos life throws at you, the happiness you have over rules!

You can..

You can show or tell someone what is right but many are those who will find it simpler to turn their cheek and be wrong; it's not because they don't know you're right, they just don't want to give up their excuse for being wrong

Sometimes it is better to be kind than to be right. We do not need an intelligent mind that speaks, but a patient heart that li

When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us.




I'm not afraid to try again. I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason!

Saying sorry doesn't always mean you admit that you're wrong, it only means that you value your relationship more than your pride. <3

Hiding your emotions is the worst thing you can do. Expressing them to the right person at the right time might change everythin


What you've done to me will soon be a part of my memory. I may forget the exact words you've said, but I will never forget the way you made me feel.

Beauty isn't being flawless, it's shining even through your flaws.

If a certain person in your life is making you feel more negative than positive, more cynical than open, more of a worse person than the day before, you need to let this person go, for your sake and probably his/her's as well.




People talk behind your "back", because they can't get "ahead" of you.

What you are is what you have been. What you?ll be is what you do now!

If you have a choice between me and her, choose her because if you really loved me there wouldnt be a choice.

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

With every breath you take someone just took their last. Stop complaining about what you have and be thankful for not having wor

Being a good person is like being a goal keeper: No matter how many goals you save, some people will remember only the one that you missed.

You don't need to be better than anyone else, you just need to be better than you used to be.

When you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it's the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares.

It's a lot harder to get someone out of your life than it is to let them in. So please be selective.

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Love

Love sacrifices are sometimes useless especially if that particular someone doesn't know to appreciate.They'll come to realize things when it's already too late

The worst thing is not being lonely, its being forgotten by someone you could not FORGET !

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You can never choose what you get in life, but you can choose how it affects you

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Truth is simple but the moment you try to explain it, it becomes difficult...

Having a million friends is not a miracle. The miracle is to have a friend who will stand by you when a million are against you.

Love is always a gamble, but waiting won't change the dice. Either you roll them now or you lose your turn.

-true saying!

"Don't BLAME people for DISAPPOINTING you. Blame YOURSELF for expecting TOO much"

It isn't the bad memories that make you sad, but the best ones that you can't bring it back.

Trust is a small word with a big concept

Every year, I realize how stupid I was the year before.

Love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we often forget they are also growing old.

<3 mamma og pappa

Twinkle twinkle little star, point me to the nearest bar!

When you don't tell the complete truth to a person, trying to not hurt them. You sometimes hurt them twice and even twice as hard. 

 

A smile on a person's lips does not mean absence of problems but an ability to deal with them.

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"You know what causes hurt? when somebody LIES? nope! it's when you BELIEVE."

-Stop believeing! Always stay with the facts. 

For all of the people who talk about me and think it's affecting me - i just sit back and think to myself.

- Damn I've got a fan club.

 

 

 

 

"Å bli eldre er obligatorisk, å bli voksen er valgfritt"

-og da jeg møtte deg, skjønte jeg vel det ganske bra!

The moment you give up, is the moment you let someone else win.

-that's why I wont let that happend. 

Life is what you make of it, you either play the game or the game plays you!

Usually, the game plays you. Just fight back. 

I've learned that the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken, is to act like you don't have one.

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Don't wait for the world to make you happy, if you want to be happy, then you alone are enough to make yourself happy.

:)

Sometimes we don't need advice, sometimes we just need somebody to listen.

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It's a lie to say you've let go of the past, nobody let go of memories!

Cause really, there's no such thing as forgetting, only acceptance. 

"Remember the golden rule: Those that have the gold make the rules."

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Close some doors. Not out of incapacity or arrogance, but because they lead you nowhere.

Although time seems to fly, it never travels faster than one day at a time. Each day is a new opportunity to live your life to the fullest... In each waking day, you will find scores of blessings and opportunities for positive change. Do not let your today be stolen by the unchangeable past or the indefinite future! Today is a new day ♥

Don't lose yourself in attempt to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you

We all deserve happiness, but sometimes it just takes a painful journey to help you find it, so that you can then truly cherish and appreciate it. Don't give up yet ♥

I don't have an attitude problem, I have a personality you can't handle.

:)

Don't try to understand everything. Because sometimes it's not meant to be understood, but to be accepted.

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When you know what you want and you want it badly enough, you will find the ways to get it.

<3

I love you

I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me... I can't explain every way that I love you because that's impossible. But I can say I love you because you are you. 

Those last words...

I am sitting her all alone, rain?s pouring down around me, writing you this letter I should have been writing for a long time ago. I haven?t found the words, before now. And now. NOW! That?s a hard word to say. Because now, it?s to late. You?ve moved on. The problem is, you have to understand. I never had a lifetime to spend ON you, but I always had a lifetime to spend WITH you. I did not know how to say it, I couldn?t find word to describe, but now I have. That?s why I?m writing this, NOW! Tears filling up my eyes as I sit her, knowing you could be sitting here right next to me, look at me with your beautiful eyes and smile your compelling smile. And I know every time you smile that smile, I fell in love with you over and over again. 

The hardest part about losing you was that I didn?t just lose you, I lose myself. I did things. Awful things. Things I never in a million years I expected I would do. The reason is, you always picked me up again when I was down. You kept my head and my feet on the ground. When you were gone, there was no one left to do that. So I fell. And I fell hard. Like a bottle hit the ground. I broke into little pieces, and you weren?t there to pick them up. Its to late. The hardest thing to face is not the truth, it?s the pain beyond that truth. And that pain. It will cut you ?til the bone. Like a knife. Until you bleed. 

You should know I never gave you up. I was beside you in all you did, you just didn?t realized it. I watched you from a sideline. And do you have any idea how hard that was? I thought by my self that I had to set you free, and let you find what you thought you wanted. And maybe it was really what you wanted to. 

I could have taken on to the world with only one hand, if you just were there to hold the other one. I met a girl, she really helped me you know. She said to me ?Close some doors, not of incapacity or arrogance, simply just because they doesn?t led to nowhere?. Those words are painful, but I knew she was right. She really was. 

Your not only gone for me to have, your really gone this time. I guess heaven was needing a hero, somebody just like you. I know I needed you, but maybe haven was needing you more. I like to think that it was it. But why? Is there any reason why? Is there really ever any reason? I don?t think so. 

Sometimes you have to give up on people, not because you don?t care anymore, but because they don?t. I didn?t thought you care, but I was wrong. You did. You cared when no one else did. I?m so truly sorry that I was to blind to see that. I regret it every day, and I will for the rest of my life. I know you?re watching down on me right now, well. If you?re not busy hanging out and fooling around with all the other angels. Try turning heaven upside down. 

The last words I really want to say to you is. I only needed to love you twice in my life, that?s now and forever. And forever I will. Even if your not here. And I miss you. I miss you like crazy. And i truly wish you were here. 

Sleep tight! You deserve that. 

I could take on the world with one hand, as long as your there holding my other one.


Mormor. Iloveyou!

Noen små visdomsord når vi skal inn i ett nytt år (2012)!

Love isnt blind. It just only sees what matters! 

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. 
So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground

Telling someone you love them comes from the heart . The place that made you love them from the start.

Step backward doesn`t always mean we`re defeated. It means we`re going to take the same step forward again, but.. wiser.

 

Let your heart guide you, but listen closely because it whispers. 

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in

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Sometimes, we play with love. But when the time comes and you finally realize that you want to get serious, love plays with you.

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When the past calls, let it go to voicemail. It has nothing new to say.

You fall in love with the wrong person simply because the wrong people may say the right things.

Vinner av headerkonkuransse!

Hadde helt glemt ut å trekke vinner av headerkonkuranssen - vinneren er 

Send meg en mail med info om premie osv (lillelene@live.no)

Trollbundet av de søte små?


love. <3

Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish you never knew the real me

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I hate seeing him again, it bring's back the feelings Ive tried so hard to forget.

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Learn to appreciate the rainbow after cursing the rain, its just like loving again after experiencing the pain

<3

Life can either be accepted or changed. If it is not accepted, it must be changed.

If it cannot be changed, then it must be accepted.

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The best revenge is just moving on and getting over it. Don't give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer.

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Sometimes you have to forget what's gone, appreciate what still remains, and look forward to what's coming next.

I've lived, I've learned but in the end.. im happy to be right were I am!

The truly painful goodbyes are ones that are never said and never explained.

But sometimes truth just hurts more!

Forklar aldri noe. Vennene dine trenger det ikke, og fiendene dine tror deg ikke likevel.

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Be patient, one day someone's gonna walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else!

<3

The stupidest mistake in life you will ever make is thinking that the one who hurt you once, won't hurt you again.

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Be strong, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever!

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Love is not all about happiness..

Sometimes there will be arguments, there will be hurting. It may seem that the magic fade sometimes, but the test of true love is how you hold on to one another and fight for it when the battle seems to be a loosing one.

If someone is intimidated by your confidence, it's not on you. Don't tiptoe around insecurity. Keep shining.

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"Sometimes you have to try not to care"

...no matter how much you do, because sometimes you can mean nothing to someone who means so much to you. It's not pride. It's self-respect.

"Everything in life is temporary."

So it things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.

"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do"

But to hold it together when everyone would expect you to fall apart, that's true strenght!

I keep myself busy with things to do, but everytime I pause I still think of you.

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Behind every beautiful girl there is a dumbass guy who did her wrong and made her strong.

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My funeral will be big, lots of people coming to see if I'm really dead or just causing trouble.

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"If you're bored, remember, there's still stories yet to be written..."



"Livet er den største gave. Bare synd at så mange aldri rekker å pakke den ordentlig ut."

< 3

I miss you



"Someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go."

I have no right to miss you, yet I do everyday. I spend half of my day thinking about you, and the other half thinking of how not to think about you. One of the hardest things I have to deal with, is knowing that you are so close, yet so far.  You may meet people better than me, funnier than me, more hilarious than me, but one thing I can say to you is, I will always be there when they ALL leave you!

I also remember when you told me that you never wanted to see me get hurt. So when you broke my heart and let me cry. Did you close your eyes?

Hiding your feelings isn't the easy way out, but sometimes it's the only thing you can do.


I love you enough to walk away and let you have what you think you want.

I miss you. It hurts. Hope she treats you well. 

 

"I hate seeing you again, cause you bring back the feeling i tried so hard to forget"





"The pain that you feel today will be the strength that you feel tomorrow"

Sometimes, we bury our true selves deep inside. Not because we don't want to be found but because we want to see who actually cares enough to find us...

Never assume that everything is fine because the surface is smooth. The sharks swimming under you are hungry.

You cannot understand what it is like to be her. The weight she carries drags her down. And if you were to look into her heart, yours would turn to stone.

Need to talk? (Text Me) Need a friend? (Call Me) Need a hug? (Stop By) Need some money? (This number is no longer in service)

There are only two types of honest people in this world, small children and drunk people.

A man said to a woman he LOVED "There's only one ting you need to change on you" She replied "what is that?!" he said "your last name. <3

That awkward moment when , your at McDonald's and the emo kid in front of you orders a happy meal...

Haters don't really hate you. They hate themselves because you are a reflection of what they wish to be. So don't hate me.

Be thankful when something good ends. It means something great is about to begin!

LOVE doesn't start in the morning and end in the evening. It starts when you don't need it and ends when you need it the most.

Lately I've been feeling stronger. It becomes harder for me to cry. But then I realize it's just because I have been in so much pain for so long I'm used to it

I don't really believe in the word REGRET...I simply said "I messed up but I've learned"

Girl: Why do you keep following me? Boy: Because when I was little, my mom told me to follow my dreams

Wikipedia: "i know everything" google: "have everything" facebook: " I know everybody" internet: " without me you would be nothing! Electricity: " keep talking"

"People are funny: They spend money they don't have, to buy things they don't need, to impress people they don't like"

Anyone can make you smile and anyone can make you cry, but it takes a special person to make you smile with tears in your eyes.

Sometimes i just want to punch you in your face, but then I think that you have to see yourself in the mirror every day, and that's punishment enough.

 

Der har dere noen iallefall! :)

"What's meant to be will always find a way, and what doesn't find a way was never meant to be."



"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one"

...Because if you really loved the first one you wouldnt have fallen for the second.

 


this pic reminds me of good times.. 

"Life isnt fear, it isn't supposed to be either. You live to learn, and the best way to learn a lesson, is to learn it by pain"



"The greatest challenge in life is discovering who you are - the second greatest is beeing happy with what you find"



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When you start caring about yourself, you start loving somebody. But when you start caring about others, somebody starts loving you.  "WIlliam Shakespear"




"Adults say that we're to young to know what love is, but maybe they're to old to remember"

Jeg vet hva kjærlighet er og det er veldig enkelt og beskrive også.. 

those three...   iloveyou!

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''You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be''

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"Faith is not believing god can, faith is KNOWING god will!"




Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason ♥

"You don't want to talk to me anymore and I can't understand why."

It is like you gave me wings and then told me it's illegal to fly. Miss you!!

"The truth is not the hardest thing to face. The hardest thing to face is the pain beyond that truth."



"People and feelings change. That doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real"

It simply means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart! 



My friends always say to me "There's plenty of fish in the sea".  I tell them "I dont care. I want that FISH"

"Life is not just about surviving the storm..

...It's about learning to dance in the rain even when things are pouring down around you!♥"

"The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive."

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"Having kind of a hard time.."

A strong person is not one who doesn't cry.  A strong person is one who is quiet and sheds tears for a moment, and then picks up her sword and fihts again. 

 

Mange av dere lurer sikker på hvorfor den leie der, liksom. Egentlig så sitter jeg bare her og depper. Jeg har funnet ut med meg selv, i mitt kloke sinn, at jeg tenker for mye på ting. Jeg tenker på ting jeg burde ta tak i og tenke på, men blir stadigt lokket over til å tenke på ting jeg ikke burde tenke på. Eller, ting som jeg ikke vil tenke på. Valg som må tas, og hvilke valg som bør tas hvordan. Hva skal jeg våge å risikere? Hva skal jeg gjøre? Hvordan? Hva, hva, hvem, hvordan. Alt er bare kaos egentlig. Føler hodet mitt er et megasvært spørsmåltegn.




"Det finnes ti bokstaver i kjærlighet, og åtte av dem er ærlighet! "

Jeg vil ikke at du skal klemme meg, for alle klemmer tar slutt. Jeg vil ikke at skal kysse meg, for alle kyss ender. Jeg vil ikke at du skal se på meg, for alle blikk streifer. Jeg vil ikke at du skal ta på meg, for alle berøringer forsvinner. Jeg ville ikke at du skal tro på meg, for all tro er bare midlertidig. Jeg vil ikke at du skal elske meg, for kjærligheten er kort.

Men allikevel vil jeg at du skal,

- Klemme meg

- Kysse meg

- Se på meg

- Ta på meg 

- Tro på meg

- Elske meg

 

For et sekund, er lengre en ingenting! 




"Never take a person for granted"



"Wisdom of today"

Live life for all its worth. There are a thousand things that attempt to zap the life out of us. Do not allow them to! Don't allow the negative, banish it, delete anything that elects to drain your energy. Your time here is too precious. Your path in this world is clearly marked - things that ignite your passion, invigorate your soul, electrify your heart. Those are the steps to your dreams. Choose to live them all.♥

 




"Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget."

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"Never leave something good to try and find something better....

...because once you leave you'll realize you had the best, the best has found better. "

"Jeg er ikke så rik at jeg har råd til å miste noen."

"When I was small I wished to grow up"

Now that I have grown, I want to go back to my childhood. Unfortunately, life doesn't give second chances.! So make the best out of the chance you've been given. You'll only get one chance in life, use it, love it, embrace it. Because in the end, It's over. Make it count!

"When you see how hard it is to change yourself, you begin to see how impossible it is to change others"

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"There are times when we must be hurt in order to grow,we must lose in order to gain"

Because some lessons in life are best learned through pain! ♥  I do love you, though!


"One day, you'll look back at the pains and hurts from your past."

And you'll realize that those painful moments are the best thing that has happened to you.

I'm sitting here alone up in my room, and thinking about the times that we've been through.
I'm looking at a picture in my hand, trying my best to understand. I really want to know what we did wrong.
with a love that felt so strong, if only you were here tonight, I know that we could make it right.

I don't know how to live without your love, I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart. I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me, that's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love, I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone, I'd better give it up and carry on.
'Cause living in a dream of you and me, Is not the way my life should be. I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do, If only you were here tonight, I know that we could make it right

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world, I'd wait forever, to be your girl, Just call out my name, and I will be there, Just to show you how much I care

Blitt helt hekta på denne sangen - Born to make you happy av Britney Spears. 

"Vær sikker på at når du gir ditt hjerte bort"

er det til noen som har hender sterke nok til å holde det for alltid, men likevel skånsomme nok til å holde det uten knuse det ♥

"Don't judge me until you know me, don't underestimate me until you challenge me and don't talk about me until you talk to me"

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"Med 3 ord kan jeg summere opp alt jeg har lært om livet: Det går videre!"

It can only get better..  

"Of all the thing's I've started, loving you is the one that I'd never want to finish"


Glad i deg søta. ♥ ♥   (Sjekk ut   www.talode.blogg.no)

"Don't say you're happy because everything is alright..

...but be happy because while everything is complicated, you're still doing fine." 

"Decisions are the hardest move to make. Especially when its a choice between where you should be and where you want to be"

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"En liten pike"

Gleder meg sykt!!

"If you want to know the truth, you must have the courage to accept it."

it's crazy right? To still love someone who hurts you, but it's even crazier to think that someone who hurts you actually loves you.


"Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting."

Ultralyd idag! Cant wait!

"Is your name Goggle? 'Cause you have everything I'm searching for"

Sometimes, Its good to give a second chance 'cause not all the time and not everybody is ready for the first.

You can only fully understand what you've done to others, when someone does the same to you

"Learn to appreciate what you have, before time forces you to appreciate what you've lost.."

Life is all about choices; be prepared to live with the consequences of the choices you make because the end result may not be the one you thought.

When people laugh and ask me what I see in you..I laugh and tell them everything you don't.

No one falls in-love by choice, it's by a chance...No one stays in-love by chance, it's by effort...And no one falls out of love by effort, it's by choice.

Best difference between PROMISES and MEMORIES. PROMISE: we break them.MEMORIES: they break us.

There's a reason every person enters your life. You may not know yet, but one day you will figure out why. And you will thank them, even if to yourself.

I do not hate you, but I have lost all the reasons to love you

Never make the same mistake twice, There are so many new ones, Try a different one each day.

"Noen søte små visdomsord i natten.."

I always follow my heart, but then again, when your heart gets broken into pieces, have you any clue which piece to follow?

Girl: Describe a hot girl. Boy: Slim, cute smile, brown eyes. Girl: Then I guess I'm not a hot girl. Boy: You never said to describe a perfect girl

I advise everyone to change their passwords to "Incorrect". If you ever forget, your computer itself will tell "your password is incorrect."

"Wishes"

I wish life was a remote. Play the easy times. Pause the good times. Fast forward the bullshit. Rewind the memories ♥ ♥ 

"Laugh when you can.."

...apologize when you should,  and let go of what you can't change. Letting go doesn't mean you're giving up, it means you're moving on. 

 

"Tankevekker"

Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back


"What is love?"

In math, a problem. In history, a battle. In science, it's a reaction. In art, it's a heart. But to me? Love always will and simply be, YOU.




"Every girl may not be queen to her husband, but she is always a princess to her father"


Iloveyou!

"Forgive and forget? Sorry, I'm not God... I don't have Alzheimer's either."

True story

"A cup full of broken promises"

Is a cup full of anger and regrets.

"Of course I talk to myself. Who else will listen and agree with me MOST of the time?"

Gullkorn

Empty the baggage, take out the trash - its amazing how wonderful and light you feel when you are free.

Skrivesperre

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Jeg levde i en egen verden, mitt eget lille helvete. Da jeg forsto at jeg kun hadde to valg. 1) Fortsette, for så å dø i en ung alder. 2) Slutte, for så å leve et verdig liv. Valget var ikke enkelt, men jeg tok det riktige. Jeg ville leve, finne meg selv - oppdage verden. Jeg hadde reist langt vekk - i frykt. Men nå var det snakk om å rømme fra rusen, som kun gav sorg og smerte. Jeg glemmer aldri dagen jeg sluttet å drepe meg selv - dagen jeg begynte å leve. Lykken finner du, om du skaper den!

"It's funny how life continues to teach us things, even when we aren't prepared to learn"

I really miss you

"A new piece of art"



"Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up."

"Instead of thinking about all that has gone wrong, think about all that has gone right that could have gone wrong"

True love isn't loving a perfect person, it's about loving an imperfect person perfectly

..totalt skrivesperre for tiden. 

" Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does "

Ikke reserver en plass i hjertet ditt til dem som ikke ønsker å være der. De som ønsker og være en del av livet ditt vil gjøre en innsats for å ta del i det. ♥ 

!True love has no happy ending because true love never ends!

♥ venner. ♥ 

"I will always have a smile for you, to brighten your day even when I am unable to brighten my own"

. ♥  therese og veronica ♥ .


"Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, always will"

 

♡ ♡ 

A million words would not bring you back,

I know because I've tried

Neither would a million tears

I Know because I've cried

♡ ♡ 

"Another month, Another year, Another smile, Another tear"

Another Summer and a Winter too, But there will never ever be another YOU!

 


Iloveyou. ♥♥

"Every song ends, but is that any reason to not enjoy the music?"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ3r-rXUABI&feature=relmfu     boyce avenye/megan nicole - skyscraper

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxWEvV9zYj4 boyce avenue acoustic cover - here without you

 

"Sliten liten sove nå"

Å måtte stå her i dag for å ta farvel med deg, er ubeskrivelig tungt. Jeg elsker deg så utrolig høyt, er det første jeg vil si. Jeg savner deg. Jeg trenger deg. Alle savner deg. Ingen ville at du skulle dra, alle viste du kom til å dra, men det var ingen som ønsket det. Du måtte gjøre det som var best for deg, ikke det som var best for oss. Vi kjempet med deg og hver ny dag med deg var en gave. Nå er det slutt. Du er borte for godt. Alle gråter, såre og ufattelig vonde tårer. 

Jeg står her og skal snakke om en person som har betydd og vært så mye for meg. En person som ikke hadde gjort noen noe galt. Som ikke engang hadde gjort en flue fortred. En person med øyne som ikke kjente til sjalusi, hat og vondskap. En person som kun så det gode i mennesket. Og som forgudet deg for den du er. Dem finnes det ikke mange av.

Jeg tenker på deg hele tiden, og ber for deg. Ikke fordi jeg er religiøs, men fordi hvis det finnes noe gud der oppe, håper jeg at han hører på meg. 

Jeg kommer aldri til å glemme noe ved deg. Latteren din, smilet ditt, gråten din eller måten du var på. Små føtter setter også spor. Og de sporene er uendelig dype. Det finnes ikke flere ord og si for ord blir fattige i denne situasjonen. 

Verden er et tungt sted, uten deg. 




"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.."

Mange mennesker vet ikke hvor godt de egentlig har det. Tar alt som en selvfølge å kan ikke det å verdsette noe eller noen. Andre mennesker, vet ikke selv hvor høyt de selv er verdsatt, og ser på livet som ikke verdt å leve. En av mine beste venner, ser det på den måten. 

Jeg tror nok at han innerst inne vet at det er mange som er glad i ham, men at andre følelser tar overhånd å styrer alt. Følelser som hat, selvforakt å lidelse fordi han er annerledes. Han forstår ikke at det og være annerledes, ikke betyr at man ikke er like mye verdt som alle andre. For det er det man blir fortalt. 

Man skulle tro at det å være annerledes ville være en fin ting, å være deg selv og ikke som alle andre. Kanskje det blir sånn også, når man blir eldre og når man har lært? Men i ungdomstiden er det ikke noe man ønsker å være mer en akkurat slik som alle andre. Som vennene våre, og dem man ser opp til. 

Dette ?brevet? er til min gode venn, som ikke vet hvor mye han egentlig betyr for meg, og hvor mye han betyr for alle andre. Han er en person som mange ville definert som annerledes. I mine øyne, derimot. Er han akkurat slik han skal være. Han er en som alltid lytter, å som ikke dømmer før han vet å kjenner. Han er en person som alle liker, viss de bare får lov til å komme tett nok innpå ham. 

Han er en person med mange gode venner, smiler og ler så mye at man helt glemmer å se hva som ligger bak det smilende ytre. Mørke tanker som kan skjules godt, altfor godt. 

Å være ?annerledes? er vanskelig for ham, å han har brukt midler han tror vil fjerne alle smertene å hjelpe ham til å forstå. Midler som ingen burde bruke, ting som å kutte opp seg selv eller å ta alt for mange piller. 

Da jeg fikk høre dette, satte det alt i perspektiv. Jeg hadde aldri vurdert tanken på at han brått skulle bli tatt fra meg. Hvordan ville jeg egentlig ha reagert? Å hvordan er det egentlig meningen at man skal leve videre etter noe sånt? 

Jeg er glad han mislyktes i å ta sitt eget liv, å at jeg slapp å oppleve det. Å jeg ønsker sterkt at jeg aldri kommer til å måtte oppleve det heller. Ting som dette minner oss om at ikke alle føler seg like elsket og ønsket. Å at man burde gripe hver sjanse man får til å gjøre hverdagen enklere for de rundt oss. Et smil eller kjærlige ord kan ha stor innvirkning på andres liv, at det nesten er vanskelig å forstå. At de vi tar som en selvfølge, ikke er slik for alle.

Alle burde gjøre det dem kan for å gjøre livet lettere for andre. Kanskje jeg ikke gjør det nok? Kanskje jeg må prøve hardere for at han skal føle seg elsket og ønsket. For det er han, så utrolig mye og sterkt. Det er så vanskelig og sette ord på hva jeg virkelig føler.

Dette skriver jeg for både han, og for meg selv. For han, fordi at han trenger, å fortjener å høre å minnes på hvor mye jeg verdsetter ham, og er glad i ham. Og for meg, for å ordne tankene mine å for å minne meg selv på at livet er noe man skal ta vare på, å at man skal ta vare på dem vi er glade i. 

Tenk om noe skulle skje? At du ikke lengre hadde sjansen til å fortelle akkurat hvor glad du egentlig er i de? Det er en forferdelig tanke, å jeg håper jeg slipper å oppleve det. 

Jeg er utrolig glad i deg vennen, håper du vet det.

"The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down."

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Kjæresten min. 

i wish



"Sometimes the road you travel doesn't lead to the destination you had hoped for"

.... But if you can look back on the trip and still smile, then it was worth it after all. 

 

Se på alle erfaringer som en del av livet. De dårlige like vel som de gode. Alt du har opplevd har vært med på å forme den du er. Til tider er det tungt, og livet er hardt. Men det er meningen. 

 

... People cry not because they're weak, it's because they've been strong for to long.

 

Det er ikke flaut å være lei seg, det er ikke flaut å ha det vondt. Når man har det vondt føles det u-utholdelig. Men etter nedturen, kommer det alltid en opptur. Mennesker er ikke alltid som de gir seg ut for å være. Men, det får være deres måte å takle livet på. Vær den beste du kan være, selvom ikke livet alltid behandler deg slik at du føler for det.

 

... Noen av mine favorittsitater lyder slik (..In love nobody wins, noboby loses and nobody is punished. We just all suffer the concequenses. ♥) og det er veldig sanne ord. Samtidig som (Truth is everyone is going to hurt you, you just got to find the one worth suffering for) og så vil jeg legge til (Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is. Wont make you cry).

Mitt absolutte favorittsitat er (I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together ♥)

 

Jeg har opplevd ganske mye i mitt liv, og til tider har det enkelt og greit bare gått nedover. For å takle den smerten, har jeg funnet ut at måten å gjøre det på er å erstatte den smerten med en annen smerte, som er min lidenskap. Tattoeringer. Og etter alt vondt i mitt liv, har jeg endelig funnet hvilken tatto jeg skal ta for å minnes den vonde tiden. Og jeg vet at den kommer til å gjøre tilværelsen bedre. 

("It's to late to change the past, so don't wait to long to change the present, because tomorrow isn't promised and yesterday is gone forever")

Gleder meg til den er tryggt plassert på min arm. Og sist men ikke minst, husk alltid på dette... You'll never learn to become old and wise if you were never young and crazy!

 





"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."



















"We are the authors of our on life, although we cant erase the mistakes, the end is yet to be written."



Dagens visdomsord!

"Enjoy the little things in life, for maybe one day you'll wake up realize they really were the big things"





 

 

"Friendship isn't a big thing. It's a million little things."

"Two things to remember.."

...

DON'T make decisions when you're angry (There's a big chance you make wrong decisions.)

and

DON'T make promises when you're happy (Because you might not mean them when you're sad.)

 





"People cry, not because they're weak. Its because they have been strong for to long"

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When you're attracted to someone, you realize what love is and when that someone starts avoiding you, you realize what life is. I learned it the hard way. My friends used to ask me "What is it about him that makes him so special, and what do you miss so much about him?" I used to answer "I dont know", but as i turned and walk away i thought by myself "EVERYTHING!"

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Ja. Vi har alle opplevd den smerten. Jeg er selvfølgelig intet unntak. Jeg levde lenge med tanken på å finne en annen person som var lik. Helt til jeg innså at det aldri kom til å skje. Fordi den gutten der var one of a kind. Jeg hadde en standard før jeg møtte han, og han overgikk den standarden så enormt. Jeg var hjemme, og jeg deppet. Men til slutt så ble jeg lei av det også. Jeg fant ut at det får være hans tap. Og jeg skal holde hodet høyt, for jeg nekter å synke like lavt ned som det han hadde gjort. 

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Et knust hjerte fortsetter alltid å banke, selv om det gjør vondt. Selv om det gjør vondt så er også den erfaringen en del av livet. Og alt skjer for en grunn. På et tidspunkt i livet tror jeg at alle bitene kommer til å falle på plass. Og til slutt blir alt som det var ment å bli. Ventetiden er hard. Og livet er tøft. Men livet er også en gang over. Så lev livet til det fulle, mens du ennå har sjangsen. Ikke alle får den sjangsen. Ikke alle får oppleve livet. 

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Det er ti bokstaver i kjærlighet, åtte av dem er ærlighet. 

 

"At the end of the day, you can either focus on what's tearing you apart or what's keeping you together."





♥ Marina ♥

"Getting what you want is not the same as getting what you need. The wisdom is knowing the difference."

 







"Gullkorn fra pikemunn.."

Hei bloggen. 

Har lovet mine kjære venner og legge ut en helt innlegg med visdomsord. Jeg har alltid med noen visdomsord i innleggene mine, så kan ikke røpe alle for dere her og nå. Da har jeg ingen titler igjen til blogginleggene mine. Men noen skal dere få, selvfølgelig. 

- Sometimes you just got to know when enough is enough and let it go and move on. Then they'll realize you're not the person they thought you were. You're better.

- Don't count on the one that says, " You can count on me, just call." Count on the one that answers that call.

- Sometimes the hardest part of the journey is believing that you're worthy of the trip.

- Sometimes, the simplest advice that you give to others is the hardest thing for you to follow

- A pessimist sees the glass as half empty. An optimist sees the glass as half full. A realist just finishes the damn thing and refills it.

- If you see me walking with someone else, it's not 'cause I want to. It's 'cause you weren't brave enough to walk by me..

- If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you'll miss finding the one who treats you like a priority!

 

 

Håper dere ble fornøyde! :)

"Good decisions come from experience; experience come from bad decisions."



It may be hard to say goodbye to those we've loved and lost, but although pain will always exist, the good memories will overshadow the bad in time. Stay strong

"Missing you gets easier every day..."

...even tough its longer since the last time I saw you. Its one day closer 'til the next time I will! 


Min neste tatto kommer til å bli en minnetatto på leggen.  

 

Dagens visdomsord: In love, nobody wins, nobody loses, and nobody is punished; we all just suffer the consequences. 

"Life doesn't always work out the way you want, but it does turn out the way its supposed to."


Godnatt søtinger!


"En sterk person vet hvor hun står, og selv med tårer i øyet er i stand til å si 'Jeg er ok' med et smil."







"Its to late"

to change the past so don't wait to long to change the present because tomorrow isn't promise and yesterday is gone forever! 

good old times







"Just because you can, doesn't mean you should. Just because you have it, doesn't mean you deserve it."

 

Im able to be strong because I know what it's like to be weak. Im able to laught because I know what sadness feels like. Im able to love because I know what it's like to be alone.

 

<3

 





"Jeg vet ikke om jeg tror på kjærlighet ved første blikk, men det sparer en masse tid."


Kjærlighet ved første blikk når eg fekk tatt den iallefall!


"There is a light at the end of every tunnel - just pray it?s not a train!"

...

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

 





"I believe"

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

 

 

<3

"Meeting you was fate, become your friend was a choice, but fall in love with you was beyond my control."







"When you stop fighting, you stop living. So, find your fight, then fight like hell ?til your battle is won."





Missing you gets easier everyday even know its longer since the last time I saw you, its one day closer to the next tim I will.





At this moment..

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through te day. Others are just not facing the truth, Some are evil, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls.

 

Still sometimes.. All you need is one.

 

 

 

"peyton sawyer"

"Every song ends but is that any reason not to enjoy the music? "

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"You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have"





"They say that when you die, life flashes before you.. So make it worth watching"

-If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.. ♥ 

 

 

A girl only needs three things in her life..

LOVE to make her week





 

ALCOHOL to make her strong

 ..




and FRIENDS to pick her up then the first two things make her hit the ground







 

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.




"This is my now!


There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself

There was a time when I was so afraid
I thought I?d reached the end
Baby that was then
But I am made of more than my yesterdays

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment
As I look around
I can?t believe the love I see
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

Had to decide was I gonna play it safe
Or look somewhere deep inside
and try to turn the tide
Find the strength to take that step of faith

And I have the courage like never before, yeah
I?ve settled for less but ready for more
Ready for more

 

 

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Kjærleik

Love is like handling someone a gun, let them point it at your heart and trust them to never pull the trigger < 3

 

 

Før i tiden..

God saw she was getting tired and a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around her and whispered,"Come with me."
With tear-filled eyes we watched her suffer and fade away. 
Although we loved her deeply, we could not make her stay.
A golden heart stopped beating, hard-working hands put to rest. 
God broke our hearts to prove to us he only takes the best.

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